im in school now, waiting for my next class to start. hahaha anyway we really got back our math midterm 2 today and i got 99/100!! im super happy okay hahaha. but i lost that 1 mark due to carelessness. oh wells 99 is good enough for me :D i shall study hard for my next math exam so i wont have to take finals hehe. but now, i must concentrate on my music and econs. STRESS!

today's halloween and so many people dressed up! haha its oh-so-cute. seriously. my friends are going to a halloween dress-up party at hollywood tonight, but i doubt im going because music listening exam is tomorrow :( sigh what bad timing. i think halloween is soooooo fun!! oh anyway, another good news: IM GOING BACK TO SINGAPORE THIS DEC! for two weeks only, but heck. thank you mummy and daddy hehe.


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ru haha aww i miss you too!
nicole my hols is only for 3 weeks haha!
dexin haha study hard! give you oil. [jia you]
bear hehehe i didnt mean it that way!
josh what lah. haha tough decision for me k!
abby yup! i want to see pics of S403! BLOG girl!


the love i found in you <3
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

i got back my music midterm results today, and guess what? i got 77% and that is a bloody C! haha we were saying that 77% is an A1 in singapore, and its a C here. and i realise that even though the studies here might be slightly easier, but its also much more difficult to get an A. so there's like no difference at all :) haha so as to pull up my C to a B or A, i've decided to do an extra credit research project. i chose the subject 'Luigi Boccherini'. its rather interesting, but the thing i hate about this project is i have to write a ten-pages long report. like OMG 10 pages is at least 3000 words. not 3000 characters, mind you. and i still have three concert reports to do. one on 18th november, another on 19th november, and the last one on 7th december. i hate doing concert reports - so irritating!

oh, and before i forget. i asked my mummy if i can go back to singapore this dec for 2 weeks (from 13th dec to 1st jan), and she said that i can make the decision myself! so i asked her, "is it a waste of money if i go back for just 2 weeks?" i mean, the plane ticket is like $1800 and that is so not cheap. and she said, "now you ask me if its a waste of money. in the future, if i ask you to come back, you will say it is a waste of money." hahaha i think its damn funny, but my sister say its very true. like, none of her friends really want to go back anymore. oh wells, i really need you guys to help me decide: should i go back to singapore this december? for just two weeks? HELP ME! dont ignore me okay :) hehe.

might be getting back my math midterm tomorrow, hope i got an A. math is like my only hope hahaha. music listening exam this wednesday and econs midterm next tuesday. sigh sigh sigh. know what, i seriously hate this daylight saving thing. my class ended at 5:20pm today and OMG it was dark already. hahaha i was so scared when i walked home. it seems like 8pm but its only 5plus. like what the hell? and it was so bloody freaking cold! the temperature was probably 11 degree celcius or something. then i met this lady in the lift and i was saying that it was freezing out there. and she was like, "are you serious? wait till you go to other US states! you'll be thankful that you're in california." hahaha thats true. california is the sunny state.

OMG tomorrow's november already. how fast can time fly? i cant believe that the year 2006 is ending already. im turning 17! woohoo. soon i'll be 20. i would have graduated from uni. i'll be married. and i'll have a stable job. and i'll have kids. hahaha. then i'll be 30. then i'll be 40. and then i'll turn 50. OMG OMG OMG that is so scary. (but baby, even till then, i'll still be loving you with all my heart) righto, i shall stop blogging now. love <3


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ru hahaha i had a reputation in sec 1 and 2?! as what?! hahaha no lah, i always have a good reputation. so please dont go around spoiling it hehe.
ziqi i know you miss me darling confidante.. haha i miss you too :)
jenna aaw thank you :) haha you take care too okay!
siyu i MIGHT go back. help me make a choice! im in dilemma..
trina yes! haha miss you silly girl.
josh you always so lame one leh. hahaha. goh wei siang.
melinda miss you too bestie. come over for uni okay! :D
dexin mine too hahaha but i request to take earlier.
caroline serious?! haha take pics and show me! :)


baby :'(
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

my ever-so-gorgeous sister :)















(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

chatted with josh online just now. he said he still keeps our past emails. haha thats oh-so-sweet :) anyway i didnt know that we have different thanksgiving holidays in the states and canada. hahaha i felt so retarded. and i talked to the other josh - from S403. okay, they are both joshua gohs. hahaha the josh from S403 is so mean to me can? he's uber mean, as usual. oh oh oh, and there's a JC1 bash later on. i want to go!!

me: JOSH!
josh: who u?
me: hoi you're so mean!!
josh: huh?
josh: do i know u?
josh: is that the way u usually speak to people?
josh: OMG, so rude..
me: josh is so evil to me
josh: HAHA..
josh: hey, why u dun wanna come back WA LAO EH WA LAO
me: not that i dont want to!!
josh: DUN LIKE U LIAO LA..

anyway i chatted with mel earlier on. and we were talking about her coming over to the states for university. hahaha we got so excited lah! seriously it'll be the greatest thing ever if she could really come over. cause babyboy might come here for uni after his NS too :) i'll be the happiest girl alive. hahaha samantha fong! come over for uni too okay?! min ru, come over too! ziqi, come here! canphylia! abby! cleo! iris! peishi! trina! pearlin! siyu! shutzu! tina! chunchen! can all my friends from singapore just migrate over with me? hahaha.

joshua goh wei siang is the lamest person ever. hahaha but seriously, i think the daylight saving thing is so nonsensical. i dont get why they have to change the timing and stuffs too. i mean, it makes no difference at all. only makes things more troublesome for us.

josh: how come time can change?!?!
josh: HOW HOW
josh: THE EARTH BECOMES SMALLER WHEN IT REACHES NEAR THE SUN?
josh: i mean.. BIGGER?
josh: cause heat ma, then expand!

tag replies tomorrow! i need to sleep now, or else i wont be able to get up for class tomorrow. hehehe much loves.


our shared memories <3
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

"Since 1966, most of the United States has observed Daylight Saving Time from at 2:00 a.m. on the first Sunday of April to 2:00 a.m. on the last Sunday of October. Beginning in 2007, most of the U.S. will begin Daylight Saving Time at 2:00 a.m. on the second Sunday in March and revert to standard time on the first Sunday in November. In the U.S., each time zone switches at a different time." - quoted from http://webexhibits.org/daylightsaving/b.html


okay basically, it means this: from november to march, the time difference between singapore and los angeles is 16 hours. from april to october, the time difference between singapore and los angeles is 15 hours. dont see the point in it, do we? hahaha oh wells. im so freaking bored now. school again tomorrow. but hey! november's coming, which also means november's ending soon, which also means december is coming, which also means fall semester is ending!! woohooo! it'll be great if i didnt have to take winter class. but i have to :(

moreover, i just found out that for winter semester, i probably have to be in school from morning to evening. i've decided to take accounting 1 and english 2. my accounting class is from monday to thursday - 8.30am to 12noon. and my english class is from monday to thursday - from 2.45pm to 4.50pm. which means i have to be in school from 8.30am to 4.50pm every single day. oh my goodness.

just hope that the courses i picked wont be filled up because new students - like me - can only sign up for courses one week later than the rest. if the courses i chose are full, my plans are all ruined. blaaah, i need to study now. loves <3

to my dearest brother ivan tan: please take good care of yourself. im glad you're home now. rest well okay? and please eat more. you're already so skeleton-like and i heard you lost alot of weight. -hugs- get well soon okay? God is looking after you :) He will take away all your pain. love you dearest!


from the moment i saw you,
deep inside my heart i knew.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

now that daylight savings time is over, the time difference between singapore and los angeles is 16 hours. haha i seriously dont get the point of having daylight savings and crap. just making things more troublesome for us. nonsensical stuffs. got to remember the time change so i wont be early/whatever for school from monday onwards.

i was such a good girl today - i stayed at home to do homework when my sister and our friends went to disneyland. haha i completed my english reflection thingo and completed the whole 4 sections of maths, which probably consists of 250 questions or something. i feel so proud of myself now hahaha. but i still have to study my econs and maths tomorrow. yeah yeah, im a nerd. im officially a big nerd.

went out for dinner with stef, her sis, cheryl, jayl, eva, nova, yoshio and another korean guy haha. they're damn cute, as in the way they talk. then the korean guy said this sentence in indo to me and i was like "huh?" hahaha. i seriously didnt get what he was saying. but omg i love the way he spoke in korean. like duh, he is a korean.

i need to sleep now, will blog again tomorrow bye :)


I'd rather have bad times with you
Than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm
Than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together
Than to have it easy apart
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

my laptop is seriously screwed up; now i cant even type, the keyboard doesnt work. so im using my sister's laptop again. i need to do my bloody essay and my comp had to die on me. im supposed to be doing my math homework now, and studying for my music and econs exam. i dont understand the whole chapter 7 for econs lah! how am i supposed to study.

anyway here comes my explanation for not going back to singapore:
1) i have to take classes in campus because im scared of taking online classes.
2) i want to take classes for winter session because i want to get out of college faster. if i take winter session, i can transfer to uni in spring 2008. but if i dont take winter session, i can only transfer in fall 2008.
3) if i finish uni faster, i will be able to go back to singapore earlier!

and i will be able to go back to singapore in july for one month plus. im sorry people, i was so looking forward to going back to singapore in dec too. but i guess this is a much better plan. i was planning on what courses to take yesterday night and i realise that everything is so crammed up. i have to take 71 units in total, for general education and my course requirements. and this means that i have to take winter, spring, summer and fall - all four semesters.

i want to do well, and get into a good university. after everything is done, i'll be able to return to singapore. actually, i dont know where i am going after university. my parents would probably want me to go back to indonesia. i dont know where home is seriously haha. i dont know where am i going to settle down in the future. im a wanderer who is lost now haha.

im listening to weird musics to prepare for my music exam again.


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samkong hahaha bring me where for sightseeing?! crazy! hahaha.
ziqi aaaw everyone's making a to-do list! haha miss you confidante.
jwen hoi why you so fierce to me?! you're such an ass you know :(
cleo i want to join you guys too. i miss S403 :(
ru you always LOVE to spoil my reputation! idiot haha muacks.
stef mine is cocked up! my keyboard dont work again.
josh haha josh you're such an idiot! i want to talk to you!!
nicole what ah meng! haha and our pigging session have to be postponed :(
randy thanks, but im not going back this dec anymore :(
jenna you freaking twit!! hahaha next year lah.
samng yeah i know. argh sucks lah! you going aussie?
peishi sorry girl! you still have your babyboy haha! love.
iris i miss you guys like crazy too! im despo to go back :(
trina so fierce!! haha i want to go back too girl sigh.
dexin haha nice blogskins are meant to be used! anyway its on 12 nov hehe.


i want to be there with S403 for the halloween bash :'(
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

bad news: im not going back to singapore this december :'(

im only going back in june next year. im so desperate to go back :'(
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)





laugh your ass off people, especially for the 2nd picture i know. hahaha anyway IM OFFICIALLY BROKE! went to beverly centre with jayl and stef and eva. i spent like 70 bucks today. bought 4 tops i think, and 2 leggings. sigh sigh sigh i got to stop spending money. been online shopping alot too.. hahaha i think i spent at least 500 bucks on shopping this month.

my mac is being a bitch again, so im like using my sister's laptop to blog. like seriously its driving me nuts. i feel like smashing it into a million little pieces muahaha. i am so bored now.. my sister's friends are coming over from sf.. 4 of them are going to stay over at our place. most probably going to knott's scary farm [it's actually knott's berry farm, but the theme is HALLOWEEN!] tomorrow. and they're probably going to disneyland this weekend, but i dont think im going.

anyway min ru, i never picture him walking away. read properly honey! haha i say i used to picture my ex-boyfs walking away, but not sc. its different with him :) dont worry, everything's fine. i love him, he loves me, we're in love!! hahaha muacks i love you minny ru!

i've been blogging alot, i realise. and all the entries are so long! im so proud of myself. hahaha know what im going to do? im going to start packing my luggage to go back to singapore!! haha i seriously cant wait please. im so damn excited!! most probably i wont be taking winter classes in campus, maybe online. because my mum say that there's no point if i just go back for 2 weeks. so yeah.. she say if i want to go back for 2 weeks, then might as well dont go back. so i guess im going back for 1 and a half month.

hehe baby was so fierce to me today!! hahaha that pig. i love suan-ing him, his reactions are always uber funny. hehe he's ever-so-cute and i love him to bits. OH OH OH, its exactly one month to my 17th birthday woohoo! :)


baby you're my destiny
you and i are meant to be <3
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

jwen is apparently hurt by my "shut-the-fk-up" post and he claims that he's my confidante and my best friend and he want me to apologise for that post because he thinks that it's directed at him. the fact is, its not!! hahaha stupid retarded ass. SORRY LAH. i never bully you and im not a meanie or baddie.

couldnt get to sleep yesterday night, thought about quite alot of things. i realise that there's something in common in all my previous relationships. whenever we quarrel, either one of us will mention "break-up" and i'll just imagine him walking away. it's like we'd rather walk away from each other rather than sort things out. doesnt really show the love between us huh? yeah i guess i've never truly loved anyone before, until now. baby, you really changed me and i love you for that. one thing i know for sure is that i will never walk away from you. when we quarrel, i know we'll solve the problem between us in the end. i know that you wont walk away, and i will stay too. whenever i think of the future, i see you in it. thank you for everything darling. -hugs-

oh, i heard that majority of S403 peeps are promoting together, and SSSSS are all promoting! congratulations people, your hard work paid off :) gotta work hard for A's k? it'll be here and it'll be over even before we know it. love you guys!! organise a class chalet/bbq/outing k? haha. i want to be there for the end-of-year bash and i want to be OGLs with you guys next year! aahh this is so unfair! can i go for the prom night next year? hehe.

on a random note, i thought about this yesterday. i know why majority of the americans are obese already. okay, i walk pass burger king everyday cause it's directly across my school. and guess what? they not only have whopper and double whopper, they also have triple whopper! thats like omfg-ly HUGE. and guess what? the triple whopper contains 1230 calories and 82g of fats. thats like freaaaaaaking alot. even mcdonald's double quarter pounder only contains 730 calories and 40g of fats. hahaha okay okay, enough.

anyway i will be updating my to-do-list and to-go-list and to-eat-list like once a week. it serves as a reminder for me when im back in singapore. hahaha i cant wait to go back! another 7 weeks baby! woohoo!! im spending christmas and new year in singapore with all my loves :) oh yeah, we might be going to disneyland again this weekend. okay actually my sister and friends are going but i dont know if im following because i've got 2 exams next week. sigh sigh cant wait to go to las vegas! hahaha love that place, its gorgeous.


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trina at least our min ru is a little normal. hahaha.
peishi aaww haha love you hubby!
nicole hahaha cos we're meant to be! love you! good luck for o's!
mel yeah loh. i dont want to move! haha and i want to go zheng lao shi's wedding! miss you bestie smelly melly hehe.
abby haha craps. you're welcome babe! im going back soon!! :D
samng yes okay! hahaha lets go shopping too k? muahaha.
josh hahaha aaaaw are you gonna arrange that for me?
ziqi cos i havent been there! haha my-tour-guide-to-vivocity.
canphylia it is! under loads and loads of sleepovers! hahah.
ru haha crazy girl! muacks. and you're in my list what! neoprints and sleepovers!
jenna you and your pizza! smack you ah. haha.
jwen i never bully you!! sorry lah. haha eviiiiiiil.


a world where there's only you and me <3
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)


the picture says it all :) eric commented that the picture is damn romantic and stuffs. haha its nice cause im the one who took this shot! hehe kidding kidding. but i really love the picture though. love you babyboy!

going to las vegas for thanksgiving holiday for 4 days 3 nights [from 23/11 to 26/11] with the indo people from SF. i wont be blogging for those few days, but i'll probably have something more interesting to update my blog with after the trip. and of course there will be tons and tons of pictures hehe. i still dont know how im going to celebrate my birthday yet. most likely will be having dinner with my closer friends here. haha im supposed to be asleep right now but i cant sleep. my eyebags are getting worse with each passing day.

been spending alot of money even though me and my sister have been staying at home. reason? we've been online shopping! hahaha i love buying new clothes, i guess it's part of being a girl. i want the burberry trenchcoat! so gorgeous. haha if only i have all the money in the world, then i can spend it on anything and everything i want. the first thing i'll buy is a brand new black lexus sc430. its damn sleek and cool please. i think lexus cars are damn nice :)

i should go to sleep soon, got to get up early tomorrow. most probably going to another music concert because i still have 3 concert reports to complete. sigh kinda regret taking music as my general education subject. oh wells, lets just pray that i'll get an A. if not its so gonna affect my gpa. min ru, seriously whats so interesting about music?! hahaha especially the history of music, its so boring. i've never really liked history anyway. i remember that i always fail my history exams in secondary school muahaha.

a conversation with eric
ughhh...what am i thinking!!!?? dodolx says:
gila ur fs now all the pic change to him and u ah
ughhh...what am i thinking!!!?? dodolx says:
haha
ughhh...what am i thinking!!!?? dodolx says:
gila gila...so romantic ah


a conversation with abeng
Im so fukin bored... Poker any one?? says:
haiYA no gaul how to find new bf
Im so fukin bored... Poker any one?? says:
hehe
[thelims] says:
dont want
[thelims] says:
hahaha
[thelims] says:
i getting engaged liao
Im so fukin bored... Poker any one?? says:
huh?
Im so fukin bored... Poker any one?? says:
serious lo?
Im so fukin bored... Poker any one?? says:
u going back to dec to get engage?
[thelims] says:
yeaaaaap!!
Im so fukin bored... Poker any one?? says:
huh??
Im so fukin bored... Poker any one?? says:
u serious or kidding?
Im so fukin bored... Poker any one?? says:
kawin lari?
Im so fukin bored... Poker any one?? says:
huh
[thelims] says:
like, be a housewife and student at the same time.
Im so fukin bored... Poker any one?? says:
u ask ur dad?
Im so fukin bored... Poker any one?? says:
haha
Im so fukin bored... Poker any one?? says:
cant imagine u being a house wife
[thelims] says:
uh huh! approved already!
Im so fukin bored... Poker any one?? says:
haha
[thelims] says:
what!! IM A GREAT HOUSEWIFE!
Im so fukin bored... Poker any one?? says:
eh u bluffin me or not
Im so fukin bored... Poker any one?? says:
i poker player ok dont anyhow bluff me
[thelims] says:
i bluff you for what??
[thelims] says:
haha
[thelims] says:
dont worry, you're on the guest list

hahaha i think its damn funny :) i love to tell people that im getting engaged/married and i love it when they believe me cause i can continue to bluff them and its so funny! hahaha he's not the first to believe. okay anyway im on the phone with baby now, so byebye :D

AND I WANT TO GO ZHENG LAO SHI'S WEDDING!! :( sigh, can postpone the wedding? hahaha. i want to be there!
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

things to do when im back in singapore:
1 get a haircut and dye my hair
2 buy a new camera - olympus
3 buy a gucci/dior/fendi shades
4 shopping spree at zara [hahaha]
5 take neoprints with my girls
6 S403 class chalet/bbq/outing
7 bring baby home! [muahaha]
8 loads and loads of sleepovers!

places i want to go when i am back in singapore:
1 vivocity
2 the cathay
3 east coast park
4 windy height's
5 meridian jc
6 chung cheng main
7 city harvest church
8 orchard road

food i want to eat when i am back in singapore:
1 roti prata
2 the $1 ice cream
3 fish soup
4 fried carrot cake
5 chicken rice
6 pastamania
7 la mian xiao long bao
8 meepok
9 bak chor mee


a random list i made. hahaha anyway i just ate a fortune cookie and guess what it says? "you and your spouse will be happy in your life together." it's a sign for us to get married baby hahaha. i love you darling, love you so so much. let's spend the rest of our lives together :)

music exam was terrible. i know im going to fail it, so yeah.. hopefully my music reports and listening exams will get A, so i can still get A overall. okay anough about school stuffs. watched the fast and the furious tokyo drift just now. so freaking cool lah omg. those japanese girls have such perfect bods! and the cars are woah. and the way they drift is amaaazing hahaha.

my tagboard's freaking dying lah. haha so boring. i've decided to blog only once a day from now on, if i can control it. cause i have to STUDY. hahaha i am a freaking nerd. bye, i want to sleep!


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jenna haha sorry lah. go online more often!
ru i am very guai please. hehe another long entry.
josh haha you're full of crap lah. thanks dearie.


a love that will last <3
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)


random picture of the gelato me and jayl ate last week. the two of us finished the 8 scoops all by ourselves. don't be so surprised, my sister and my cousin finished 16 scoops. hahaha it is really good and besides, gelato is low-fat. the most amazing fact about this gelato parlour is that they have more than 100 flavors for you to choose from. nice nice nice, i love it!

i know i'm supposed to be studying for my music exam which is about 11 hours away from now, but i'm just not in the mood to. music history isn't one of the things i would like to read or appreciate. i have to study about mozart, beethoven, haydn, bach, handel, josquin, palestrina, vivaldi. there's so many more, but i shan't drag you guys into this boring shite too hahaha. how in the world am i supposed to get an A for this class?! [min ru is going to complain about how interesting music is. hahaha]

oh, there's a possibility that i will only be going back to singapore for 2 weeks. i might not be taking classes online. sigh i was so looking forward to spending one whole month back in singapore. anyway, decision is not made yet. i will confirm again, soon. S403, can we have a class chalet/bbq again please? haha SSSSSS, can we have another outing please? i miss you guys like crazy. and zlfpz, jesamel, retards, midge, feiposanrenzu, theusualpeople, pinkies.

i think 24 is such a nice series show - everybody should watch it. really really great. i want to watch grey's anatomy too, didnt manage to watch the whole season 1 and they already have 3 seasons now. hahaha and i want to watch goong, everybody's telling me to watch it since eons ago. i will when i have the time.

by the way, my family's moving out this week :( im so upset - i love that place. even though we've only stayed at this condo for 2 years plus, but i think i'm quite attached to it somehow. i'm so gonna miss the house and my room and everything. the memories the place left me with. i don't want to move out of windy height's! we're most probably moving to somewhere near chung cheng.

anyway, just a little shout-out to abby darling: please update your blog about your birthday babe! i want to know about your special day haha. post loads and loads of pictures okay. love you tons! its been so long since we last talked. miss you sweetie pie!

it's 13 days to dearest confidante chang ziqi's birthday!
it's one month minus one day to peishi's and trina's birthday!
it's one month and 2 days to my birthday!
it's one month and 3 days to darling sis shu-tzu's birthday!

hahahaha i'm finally turning seventeen - the perfect age. suddenly remembered that i spent my 15th birthday [2 years ago] at singapore indoor stadium with jay chou and thousands of other people hahaha. jay's concert was wonderful. no, it was perfect. i love jay i love jay i love jay, but i love my babyboy more hehe.

i'm so so so in love with you :)
stay with me, now & forever baby.


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ru aaw i love you honey. you're ever-so-sweet to me, muacks. and yes, i am guai.
jayl thank you darling. hehe stef loves me more than she loves you!
trina why you say sorry? haha silly girl! muacks.
stef aaw lets go to lollicup this thursday!! okay?!
chuilaam crazy girl haha i miss you! how was promos?
josh yes sure. congrats on your promos haha love you!
jwen what lah. haha why so long never see you online?!
peishi noooo! crazy girl haha i miss you pretty girl.
yihui haha aaw thank you dearie. how have you been?
jenna yah! im always online! but i dont see you, somehow haha.
dexin what garfield!! you stupid pink sheep hahaha.


when everything went wrong,
together we were strong <3
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

hello hello hello, my blogger account is being such a bitch. i dont know why i cant change the colours font and size of my text. the icons are playing hide and seek with me. geeez sucks so bad. maths exam was mentally-torturing - i was so super stressed up when i looked at the questions and i kept looking at the clock and i kept staring at the questions. music exam tomorrow will be even worse, gah the good thing is that it's all MCQs and true or false questions. the bad thing about the exam is there are at least 75 questions, and its based on music history and composers and craps like that.

i need to study my music now. so tired so sleepy, and im having a headache. been having headache so often, i think im dying. like seriously. righto, updates tomorrow. maybe i'll change my blogger account muahahaha. tag replies tomorrow k? hehehe sorry sorry sorryyyyy *smoooooooooches!
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

my windows miraculously worked again! hahaha as much as i'd like to reply tags now, i can't because i have to rush because i'm going to take my math exam in an hour's time and i'm so scared because i really have to get that A and i don't know if i am prepared for it and why am i still blogging here?! okayokay, bye people, i will update tonight. or maybe tomorrow because there is music exam tomorrow aahhhh!!
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

someone said i look like mickey mouse.
another said i look like minnie mouse.
and somebody else said i look like garfield.
and jayl said i look like some cartoon character.

like omg?! do i look so cartoonish? -.-
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Mini Cooper says: (11:52:05 PM)
u noe i thought u were very guai

Mini Cooper says: (11:52:21 PM)
i didnt noe u say asss... ta ma de this kinda thing lol

Mini Cooper says: (11:52:26 PM)
dunt act tough lahhh

Mini Cooper says: (11:52:29 PM)
wanna vomit blood ah



I VERY GUAI ONE LAH STEF!
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

just shut the fuck up about me having to lose weight.
i dont mean to be rude, but its just getting on my nerves now.
i know you guys care, but how would you feel if people keeps telling you you are fat or fatter or whatever.
thank you, and pardon me for the language.
sorry if i offended any of you in a way or another.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

this post is specially for replying tags :] sorry i havent been replying for so long.. i cant change this font size argh sucks like hell. i cant even bold it or change the font colour.. gahhh anyway, here goes:



caroline - cannot! i want my cookies k! :D and you can have oliver james. hahaha.

ru - nope, not troubled anymore haha muacks. and you're so sweet la.. aaww i love you too best friend!

josh - thank you dearie. super long never talk to you already! haha. where have you been?!

dexin - you crazy girl! haha i gained weight already.

jenna - thanks la. you meanie.

randy - it was nothing. hope you're fine :) take care randy!

chrys - yeah it was fun! hahaha have you added me on msn yet?

trina - i dont look as lively as before?! serious?! omggg.

cheryl - which cheryl are you?

peishi - i miss you too, pretty girl! dont know why you so pretty. hahaha.

jayl - yes sure! haha it was fun yeah. i want lollicup!

nicole - hahaha crazy dearie! i miss you can!!

mel - really? much chubbier? aahhhh oh wells. everybody who comes here gain weight.

abby - hehe hope you had a great time on your bday. i love you babe!

ashreen - hahaha his girlfriend is just average looking, and kinda bitchy hahaha.

jwen - you 24/7 say i grow fat one.. so i dont trust what you say hahaha.



anyway whats with the controversy of me being fat in my tagboard.. haha like thanks la. really, thanks alot.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

The pictures says it all :) I cant blog much and everything, cause this really sucks. I'll blog when I'm in school. I love you guys, and I love you most babyboy.





-we'll do it all, everything, on our own-
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

im like using mac now instead of windows and its working perfectly fine.. just one problem, ALL my files and documents are in the windows hard disk and what am i supposed to do now?! freak it im so screwed up. bloooooody hellllll :(
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

my comp is super screwed up!! argh i cant do my essay or reply emails or blog or whatever. i need a new laptop please? :( I HATE MAC LAH. argh and yes i grew fatter. whatever screw it lah. argh im so irritated now.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

stayed over at jayl's place two nights ago, and me jayl stef stayed over at chrystelle's house yesterday night. hahaha chrystelle i love your bed!! yesterday was F-U-N. we went out for dinner together, me and the five bitches - jayl stef chrystelle cheryl valine. went to "House Of India" for dinner then we headed to "PinkBerries" for dessert. i love their dessert and the thing I love most is that we saw OLIVER JAMES there! hahaha he's oh-my-freaking-hellishly HOT. we were all so effing high esp me and cheryl. hahaha STEF IS AN IDIOT. got to go now. i will update tonight! hahaha going school now, late late late! and im going to chinatown with jayl later! :) hahaha tag replies tonight MUACKS!









(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

HAPPY BDAY DADDY DEAREST! :)

45 years old only, still young. hehe have a great time on your birthday k! its my first time not celebrating it with you :( hope you like the card me and cie sent you! i love you papi! take care & happy happy birthday!

i have a new confidante now - ng jun wen. haha thank you for listening and thank you for understanding how i feel and thank you for making me laugh. take care yeah.

J.WEN says:
you'll still be you
J.WEN says:
no harm done
J.WEN says:
maybe just a little fatter
J.WEN says:
but ya
[thelims] let me share this whole new world with you says:
HOI
J.WEN says:
you'll still be you

that's the part that made me laugh. jwen is a meanie, but haha you made me laugh when im feeling so troubled. thank you :) and thank you eunice for everything too. you certainly made me feel waaaaaay better. take care girl, dont be too stressed up by school! haha thank you for listening and for your wonderful advices :) love chatting with you lah. haha i need to sleep now, its like 2am and i need to get up at 8am tomorrow.


feeling so troubled. wish you were here with me.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

AHHH SOMEONE SAID I GREW FATTER & THAT MY FACE IS ROUNDER NOW! :( why is my diet plan always failing? i really need to stop gaining weight. i dont want to be fat or chubby or whatever. and if i grow any fatter.. baby is going to leave me. hahaha stupid pig.

anyways, i didnt go to school today. music class was at 11.15am but i woke up at 12.15pm, so yeah.. then i was lazy to go to school just for counseling lessons. so in the end, i met jayl at 3rd street and we went SHOPPING! :) i spent close to a hundred bucks today. gahhh! bought a two tops and a dress.

im over at jayl's place now. staying over at her place tonight haha. just now we went to drink boba [bubble tea]! damn nice la, the pearls are so mini and cute. haha then there were so many indo people there. met eric and ivan, and got to know more indo people too. minqi asked me and jayl if we knew each other in singapore or what. then we were like, "uh we got to know each other this fall in smc." and minqi was so shocked. haha she was like, "then how come you two so close?!" haha her expression was damn funny.

me and jayl took soooooooooo many pictures together! enjoy :) dont mind my round face. im going on a diet, i promise. REALLY. trust me.













replies>
carol haha i should be going back around 13th dec or something like that. i know you miss me, but please be patient :) hahaha.
josh what! haha im really nice okay. stupid josh!
hon you really mr.hon ah? hahaha uh not as often =P
ru i love you too honey! -muacks-
jayl yes, let's let's. but i need to go on a diet now.
trina hahaha what! sorry lah hehe. love you girl.


dont ever leave me babyboy.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABBY DARLING! :)

my pri5-6 classmate and my darling jc classmate! we're so fated arent we? haha -hugs- its been great knowing you girl. you're ever so sweet. thank you for being there for me and listening to my problems. i love you so much girl! i know you'll have a superb time on your birthday. how i wish im there too. haha oh wells, take care yeap. continue shining for God and hey, friends are forever :) remember im always here for you babe. HAPPY HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY once again.

anyway, thank you michelle for sending me to school today! sorry to trouble you yeap :) dinner was great and thanks for sending me home. haha it was nice. im so tired right now, and im feeling so fat. baby implied that he dont want me anymore cause im fat. that evil pig, broke my heart. blah i dont like you pig -poke poke poke-

santy said this to me: "im glad i got to meet you here. without knowing it, you've become my best friend and thank you for being one." aaaw thats so sweet :) love you santy! everything will be alright, dont worry too much girl -hugs- you're my closest friend in smc too, plus jayl of course haha. stupid crazy ass jayl [are you reading this? its meant for you to see hahaha] okay lah jayl, love you. jayl just said that im her bestieboo and that im one of the few that she can really talk to. aaw thats so sweet. bestieboo, muacks! hahaha.

hmm i was talking to michelle about alot of things. told her that im not used to the life here yet and everything like that. and she told me that she used to be like that too. it took some time for her to settle down here. i guess i'll eventually get used to the life and the people here. but i miss my friends in singapore so much :( i told my mum that i dont really like it here, and that i want to go back to singapore. but i cant back out halfway now. oh wells, i got to learn how to be independent anyway. this will be a good experience, i hope.

i think that im quite antisocial, something i've come to realize since i got here. well, i just dont really know how to make friends or rather, i dont know how to start conversations or keep a convo flowing. plus the indonesians in smc are separated in so many cliques, so its like really difficult. okay anyway nevermind, this blog entry is posted one hour earlier cause its meant to be for 18th october - abigail's birthday hahaha. sorry im such a cheater bug. love love <3

oh, i viewed mr.kennysia's friendster profile and he viewed mine back! omg omg so excited hahaha i sound like a crazy girl. but hey i really love reading his blog, it cracks me up. my daily dosage of laughter. he's so great and his command of language is good :) what more can i say? read his blog everyone!

am i being oversensitive?


replies>
siyu hehe sorry! next time i make for you k. muacks love you!
ru yes im very sure, and im not a risk taker hahaha.
glglgl how i wish i can do that. i want to do that so badly!
canphylia im so sorry! send me another email? haha I LOVE YOU!
jenna no? there's nothing funny about it what. haha crazy!
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

haha a few people asked me this when i went online: "huh why you and sc one month only?" answer: cause thats the way it is! haha cause we're only together for one month la. but we're gonna have uncountable months ahead of us, right baby? muacks, love you! forever and ever and ever :)

i have to go do my math now. i didnt do any yesterday, practically slacked the whole day away. anyway, S403 darlings, hope you guys are contented with your results :) your hard work all paid off eh? especially josh and joanna, heard you guys did a wonderful job! congratulations. hehe love you guys to bits! and also good luck for the rest of the papers you guys havent got back yet. and good luck to peishi, samantha, sheauwei, shutzu, siyu, michelle, chuilaam, xuejun, and every single person who's getting back their results k? good luck :)

anyway why isnt anybody giving me advice on my english thingo except for min ru? haha i need suggestions please! im in dilemma now. i have a couple of days left to decide. HELP ME PEOPLE!


replies>
ru she's not as easy, quite diff. haha & i dont watch my videos la dumb!
jayl sorry lah, the spelling so special. hahaha yeah i love singapore :D
josh yes yes okay sure! hahaha & im nice what, of course i remember.
jenna nobody eats mac here cos there's IN-N-OUT which is heaven!!
canphylia you've been so busy :( i miss you like crazy babe. email me!
jwen you're forever so mean. hahaha have faith k jwen. have faith!


i love you, you love me.
we're a happy family :)
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WYSEN :)

haha you've been a great classmate, smartie wysen. good luck for your promos results and take care of yourself yeah. see you in dec! class chalet? haha. hope you had a great time on your birthday! i bet the lovely S403 people celebrated it for you in school :)

im so freaaaaking bored. have to practise my maths but im so sick of it. feel like puking maths whenever i open my book. sigh my daddy's birthday coming soon! its the first time im not celebrating it with him. hope he'll receive the birthday card me and steph sent him :) and and, ivan dearest, all the best for your op okay? i know you'll make it through. im gonna miss you when you're MIA for 2 weeks -hugs- please take good care of yourself, you pig :) love you tons and tons! haha you're the best even though you're uber mean to me.

i have been eating M&M's peanut butter every single day - it is so damn addictive. im so in love with it, i think i cant live without it now. everyone should go try it! i think its the best M&M's flavor so far. i love the dark choc ones too! hehe chocolates are love, seriously.

michelle and roy both offered me rides to school after they learned that i walk to school everyday. haha thank you guys. you all are wonderful :) sorry to trouble you guys yeap. oh oh, and i just found out that there are 5 indo people here who has the same name - stephanie! haha amazing.

i shall go and sleep now. superbly tired, not enough sleep yesterday. my eyebags are getting worse with each passing day. sigh sigh, good night everyone! love love love. [btw, im posting this entry 45 minutes earlier because i just want the date of this post to fall on the 17th of october, hahahaha im a cheater bug.]

and happy 1 month anniversary to us, baby <3
oh darling, im so in love with you :)
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

i woke up late today! was a lil late for school, but it really isnt my fault! i couldnt get to sleep last night - kept tossing and turning in bed, which was when i decided to just come online because i thought i'd eventually feel sleepy. but that wasnt what happened. i went to http://kennysia.com and oh my god, i love his posts! it was so hilarious that i kept laughing to myself in front of the screen, like a total idiot. hahaha its damn funny, he's now my favourite blogger :D

oh yes, i talked with my music teacher today, regarding my final exam. he told me that he replied my email already, but i havent read it yet. [okay, i just opened it and this is what he said: "Jesslyn, according to the Fall catalog, our final is December 15, which might be a Friday at Noon. I am required to give the final exam on that day. So, don't fly until after that time. Best, JMartin "] he sounds so nice! haha okay anyway back to the main point, i talked to him just now. i told him that my sister is getting married and that i need to go back to my home country early, and that i have already booked my flight for the 13th. he said that the school told him not to give finals on an earlier date, but he said that he will talk to me again about it after thanksgiving. i hope he will let me take it earlier. most probably he will, he's damn nice haha.

i met jayl for lunch and she told me she likes the video in my blog. aaaaaw :) on a random note, the views increased by another 50! hahaha then we talked and talked, and before we know it, it was time to go for our next class. english was alright, we did some peer-editing on each other's essays. both my classmates who looked through mine said that mine is good. but im still considering dropping my english class cause i think my english standard is not there yet. and there's this english teacher who is teaching for winter online class, who is rated 4.4 for easiness and 4.8 for overall. gosh im so tempted to take that class. dilemma. i dont want to get a B or C in my current english class, cause it will affect my GPA. if i take the easy teacher, i'd probably get an A right? haha TELL ME WHAT TO DO PEOPLE :( this is the last week to drop classes.

okay anyway i have to complete my homework now. please help me make a decision people. i really need someone to tell me what to do.

I MISS YOU BABYBOY <3


tag replies>
andeline haha love you too babe! i need your advice.
sam yeah im super bored what. hahaha love you!
dexin i grew fatter here. you skinny girl hrmph!
nicole yes darling!! hahaha *smooches!
carol aaw fine. haha tell me how is it like :)
josh my blog is not popular. hahah come come!
jenna why dont want USA pizza? haha.
ru yeap yeap! i want to go back too. desperate to!


and i know it will just be you, all of my life.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

hmm i was blog-hopping, read some junior's blogs. read about the cchsm graduation ceremony 2006, how much they miss the school and everything, brings back so much memories. i regret not attending it last year. the reason to why i missed it? i overslept. its such an important day for me, and yet i missed it. my classmates kept calling and calling my handphone and my house, but no one could wake me up. i was damn upset, but its over. oh wells, i love chung cheng so much. i still miss it so much now. how i wish i could go back to that wonderful school, to those wonderful times. i love the school, the teachers, the people. cchsm makes me love studying :)


[thelims] believe in the spirit of love. says:
im going to sleep already
[thelims] believe in the spirit of love. says:
just wanna say I MISS YOU
Bon Chic, Bon Genre. says:
do you wear specs ?
[thelims] believe in the spirit of love. says:
its almost 1am and i've got sch tmr ):
[thelims] believe in the spirit of love. says:
hahahah yeah, contacts
Bon Chic, Bon Genre. says:
put them on when you sleep k!
Bon Chic, Bon Genre. says:
othw when i enter your dreams you can't see me!
Bon Chic, Bon Genre. says:
WO YE HENG XIANG NI!
[thelims] believe in the spirit of love. says:
hahahahahahha

damn funny lah! NICOLE I LOVE YOU TONS! :) you made my journey in chung cheng a more wonderful one. thank you for everything darling.

anyway i just checked my final exam schedule. my econs and maths finals falls on the 12th of december, and my english finals is on the 13th of december. so right now, my only problem is music. the final exam is on the 18th and my flight is on the 13th :( i need to talk to the teacher as soon as possible. hopefully he'll let me take the exam on an earlier date. pray for me okay everybody? haha i need to go and try to sleep now. school tomorrow. i hate mondays!
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

just changed my blogskin, again. i love it though hehe. hmm, was reading through my blog's archives and i kept smiling to myself :) those wonderful memories, i will never forget. thank you friends for making such a big difference in my life. thank you for playing a part in it. i love every single one of you to bits! especially my darling best friends. stay with me now and forever okay? heheh.

chatting with my younger sister online, and she's complaining to me because i blogged about min ru and not about her. hahaha like whatever caroline! im blogging about you now! happy? :D love you lah sister.

anyway i just came back from dinner, about an hour ago. had dinner [italian cuisine!] with jayl, steph and crystal. i had a great time! we kept laughing and laughing throughout. hahaha and dinner was good, the dessert was HEAVENLY. like seriously, it was great but really sinful. chocolate cake with caramel and ice cream and chocolate chips. hahaha yum yum yum :) took a couple of pictures, i look fat lah i know. im going on a diet, i promise! and please dont drool over the dessert.


never had a dream come true,
till the day that i found you :)






(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

went to santy's house just now. the weather is oh-so-cold, like seriously. i need to change to a thicker sweater already. haha anyway my 1000-words english essay is giving me a terrible headache. im stuck at my 759th word and i dont know what to write anymore. oh gosh help me, its due tomorrow!

i heard from my younger sister how my lil bro has grown up. supposedly he likes a girl now. haha its so damn cute la. and he asked for permission to go out with his friends to watch movie. he used to really hate going out, he's always at home. damn cute la! i love my lil bro :) im chatting with him on msn now, and he's denying that he likes the girl. hahaha and he says he miss me too! aaw so sweet.

i've been getting headache these few days. told my elder sister, and i said, "i think im dying already" hahaha i say that to her everyday, and she was like, "can you stop saying you're dying?!" okay whatever, its really killing me now. i need to go complete my essay. bye people :D

babyboy i love you soooooo much! :)


A love like yours is rare
It must have been sent from up above
And I know you'll stay this way for always
Oh boy, I love you so
I can't find enough ways to let you know
But you can be sure I'm yours for always
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

pimple outbreak.
horrendous eyebags.
throbbing headache.

this girl is so depressed and yes, she's going insane :( sigh, i am like freaking bored now. i need to do my essay. its due tomorrow and i havent touched it yet. its not that i want to do it at the last minute, its just that this essay requires alot of things. well at least now i understand the math thingo. its like killing me. all the graphs and stuffs - i really wonder why the americans love graphs so much.

going jayl's house later and we're going to watch movie after that i guess. hahaha i dont know why im feeling so stressed up either. maybe i'll feel better after i complete my english essay and after math exam is done with. chatting with sammy sam sam online. its been ages since we talked for so long. haha miss that girl :)

im really damn bored right now. listening to emo songs and blogging and chatting with sammy and my sister. i pray that english lessons will be cancelled on monday. haha i hate that 3-hour-long session. argh im feeling so frustrated right now, all thanks to my english essay. why does she have to make things so difficult for us? grrr.

guess what, i might not be able to go back to singapore after all. because all the flights are fully booked all the way from the 14th december to 20+ december. me and my sister are able to get tickets on the 13th but i dont know if im still having my finals then. gah please dont let this happen to me. i want to go back to singapore, im so desperate to go back :( please please please. or at least, let my finals end by the 13th of december. but if im not wrong, my music finals is on the 18th december and i dont even know when the heck is my math finals. english is on the 12th and econs is on the 13th. argh damn it, bloody hell. so moodless now. i want to go back to singapore please :( freak these.

peanut-butter-and-jelly-sandwich <3
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

min ru honey wants me to blog when im like going to sleep. its 1:35am here and im so super bloody hellishly worn out. seriously, this whole day of doing math sucked all the energy out of me. and i still need to complete my homework tomorrow. what a weekend.

anyway its my honey and her baby's first month anniversary :) haha happy for them. edwin, dont ever hurt my honey or else i'll kill you. hahaha stay happy okay, mr & mrs tan? may your love be everlasting :)

i seriously cant think of anything to type anymore. my brain juice is all sucked up. hahaha sorry min ru. i promise you i'll blog a longer post tomorrow, just for you okay? haha love you honey! i shall go sleep right now. good night everybody! muacks :D


[thetans] wang min ru ... iloveyou =) says:
i love u SO MUCH!
[thelims] believe in the spirit of love. says:
love you too <3

aaww i can feel the love :)
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

im supposed to be doing my homework now. haha i did maths and it gave me a terrible headache. im super bored now, which is why i keep blogging again and again. my sister went out for dinner, but i didnt go cause im having headache and i have a lot of work to do. they're going to the "Geisha House" :( i also want to go!

anyway i've been listening to zhou hua jian's songs. haha damn nice please. i remember that i listen to his songs everyday when i was young - primary 2 or something. kinda brings back those wonderful memories when i listen to his songs. my dad will always play his CD in the car and we'll all start singing along :) haha damn funny, but very nice and loving. i love his songs. very nice!

i have my english essay which is due on Monday and i havent done it yet. gonna spend my tomorrow doing that essay. sigh sigh sigh, why is there always so much to do yet so little time to complete? OMG when i finished typing that sentence, i went to me and min ru's chat box and this is what i read, "SO MUCH TO DO! AND SO LITTLE TIME!" like omg? telepathy telepathy!

okay back to what i was saying, there's like no time to do everything. its just stressing me up like crazy, and glglgl said that my eyebags are horrigible now. he was like "what happened to you?!" aaaaah! is it THAT terrible? gosh. i need my sleep. suddenly remembered what glglgl said just now. cause we saw this super twit blog, and he said, "gosh i dont know what she's writing. her father must have made her write an essay with 10k characters." hahahaha damn funny please.

min ru wants me to blog 10 paragraphs, and each para must have a minimum of 500 words. that girl is crazy. she just loves torturing me. i cant achieve that lah! i dont know what to blog about. give me a topic will you? haha lets waste time chasing cars around our heads! hehe the song is playing.. random i know. i think you guys can tell how bored i am right now right. sigh i need a life. i need to get a life!

min ru said this to me, "you always influence me!" aaw im such a great influence. hahaha no wonder you're so angelic, darling. all thanks to me! hahaha.

[thetans] wang min ru ... iloveyou =) says:
whenever i pass by a guess shop i always think of u hahaz

she say she thinks of me when she pass by kembangan too. and she will tell her baby the same story over and over again until he's so sick of it. hahaha aaww :) glglgl told me that he thinks of me when he pass by kembangan too. hahaha i grew up in kembangan what, been staying there for like 10 years. i miss that place. got to know alot of wonderful people there :)

kay im starting to get nostalgic again. i shall stop now. this is a long post and im so proud of myself! haha.


So remember goodbye doesn't mean forever
Let me tell you goodbye
Doesn't mean we'll never be together again
Though we may be so far apart
You still would have my heart
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

[thelims] hi, im JAYslyn. says:
i shall name my son spongebob
and they go like so fun 76± ahh lianggg byah says:
LOL
and they go like so fun 76± ahh lianggg byah says:
fuck
[thelims] hi, im JAYslyn. says:
whaaaaaaaaaaaat
[thelims] hi, im JAYslyn. says:
hahaha
and they go like so fun 76± ahh lianggg byah says:
cannot laaa
[thelims] hi, im JAYslyn. says:
why not?
and they go like so fun 76± ahh lianggg byah says:
name your son playstation la
and they go like so fun 76± ahh lianggg byah says:
better
[thelims] hi, im JAYslyn. says:
i name my daughter squarepants
and they go like so fun 76± ahh lianggg byah says:
lol
[thelims] hi, im JAYslyn. says:
so when i call my children.
[thelims] hi, im JAYslyn. says:
just shout
[thelims] hi, im JAYslyn. says:
"SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS"
and they go like so fun 76± ahh lianggg byah says:
no la
and they go like so fun 76± ahh lianggg byah says:
you must shout
and they go like so fun 76± ahh lianggg byah says:
who lives in the pineapple under the sea
[thelims] hi, im JAYslyn. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
and they go like so fun 76± ahh lianggg byah says:
then they come running to you
[thelims] hi, im JAYslyn. says:
-faints-
and they go like so fun 76± ahh lianggg byah says:
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS
[thelims] hi, im JAYslyn. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

damn funny lah. HAHAHA glglgl :)
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

in the end, i went to watch 'The Grudge' with my sister and friends yesterday. it wasnt my decision - my sister forced me to go! like, it was a total waste of time. cause before the movie, we went to have our dinner at some jap restaurant. reached there at about 8:15pm, and guess what time we were assigned our seats? 9:50pm! its seriously insane. moreover, it was because we requested to separate our table to 4 by 4 that we got our table. if we continued waiting for a table for 8, i bet it would have taken another 30 minutes or so. i felt like killing them. like seriously.

by the time we finished our dinner and stuffs, it was already almost 11pm. our actual plan was to watch the 11:50pm show, but the tickets were already sold out by the time we reached Century City. so we have no choice but to watch the 12:50pm slot. wasted our time again, waiting for the movie to start. how much work could i have done during the time that i wasted?! and i could have slept! i was like so sleepy and i was having this terrible headache.

oh wells, never mind. then we met SMC indo people at the theatre and they're watching the same show as us. so in the end we all sat together in a row [the cinemas here are free-seating, on first come first serve basis. so basically, the tickets does not include your seat number].

'The Grudge' is quite scary - the sound effects and everything. there was one part when the sound was super disturbing. and i think this american version is better than the japanese version. it's not really worth the money and the time - it's 2 hours long - but the only reason why you should watch this show is because of Edison Chen. like seriously, Edison Chen is so freaking hot! but he died in the end, in the show i mean.

by the time the show ended, it was already 2:50pm. and by the time we reached home, it was almost 3:30am. talked to baby on the phone for about half an hour before he chased me off to bed cause apparently he didnt know what i was mumbling about anymore. hahaha sorry baby! i was super sleepy and tired and everything. im drained of energy. haha but i had a good sleep even though it was only 7 hours. i slept like a log, seriously. hehe i love to sleep! :)

since i went out yesterday night, i have to stay home to do my english essay and math homework and read through my music and study my math this weekend. sigh, im so stressed up. haha I CANT WAIT TO GO BACK TO SINGAPORE! i know i know, i keep repeating this sentence in every post, but.. I SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT! :)
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

baby i love you. thank you for bringing so much joy into my life. thank you for loving me :)

sigh, math mid-term exam is coming up and im still not very clear about this chapter yet. did practice questions just now, gonna do more later. super stressed up right now :( and there's music exam coming up too. luckily the next econs exam is 2 weeks from now. at least i have a lil more time to study for it. so stressed so stressed. still got english essay to do by this weekend. sigh sigh sigh. I CANT WAIT TO GO BACK TO SINGAPORE!

my sister's going out to watch "The Grudge" with her friends later, but im staying home to study and do my homework :( she say i got no life. haha like whatever. i seriously got no time already. everything's piling up on me. school sucks - i chose all the wrong teachers sigh.

i cant wait for december. haha its just 2 months away, 8 weeks away. time, pass quickly! run faster! hehe min ru says she's going to meet me every single day. but she's actually lying to me, cause obviously she only wants to meet her baby every day. that stupid girl, she is forever asking me to blog about her. dont you know how much i love you already?!

im so freaking bored right now. should i go watch movie? or should i stay home? sigh, dilemma.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

according to jazreel, the sun rose from the west yesterday because i woke up early - to be exact, at 6:30am. guess what? the sun rose from the west again today! i dont know why but i've been sleeping real early these few days. my eyelids start feeling heavy at approximately 10pm. it must be because im getting old - my 17th birthday is approaching! remember okay? hahaha.

another 2 hours before getting ready for school. guess what im doing now? im eating M&M's now, and im watching 'Aladdin (Special Edition)' now. i want to watch 'Beauty and the Beast' and 'The Little Mermaid' and 'Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs' and 'Cinderella' and 'The Sleeping Beauty' and all the Disney movies please? im going to make my kids watch Disney movies in the future :D

hmm babyboy, so many people have faith in us, in our love. but do WE have faith in us? we're going to make it through right? remember we said we're going to prove to the whole world that long distance relationships do work? we're going to prove it to them, arent we? i love you, dearest fiance of mine. and i know that you know how much i love you. lets do this together. you give me strength to carry on, you make me believe that there's something in this world worth living for, you brought me happiness and joy, you get me through my roughest moments by loving me and standing by me. even i love you seems to be an understatement of how i feel for you.

okay enough of that. in case you guys are wondering, i just want to say how much i hate typing in the short-sentences style, which is why im back to this essay-writing style :) is it easier to read this way?

P.S: Aladdin is SO handsome! And his monkey is so adorable. Jasmine is so pretty! And his tiger is so lovely. Hahaha pardon me, im reliving my childhood. Oh, and how I love the magic carpet! I'd love to own one.


Let me share this whole new world with you.
A whole new world.. That's where we'll be.
A thrilling chase, A wondrous place,
For you and me.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)


(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

just read peishi's blog post - i'm so super touched. i almost cried when i read it. stupid bangla bahpee cheena girl! that's your motive right? to make me cry :) i love you so much, dearest hubby. thank you for everything you have given me - your love, your care and concern, your listening ears, your crying shoulders, your letters, your advices, your retardedness! you know, i think about you every single day, cause i'm wearing our wedding ring. and sometimes when i'm bored in class, i'll take out the ring and i'll play with it, and i'll see the name "peishi" carved inside the ring - and i'll smile :) hahaha i sound like a super lesbian now, but yes, i love you peishi! you'll be my bridesmaid AND my child's godmother alright? my child's godmother is a retard, oh wells. hahaha we'll stay together forever yeap, best friend? my dearest hubby! :)
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)


(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)


(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)


(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)


(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

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