THE LIMS ♥

Sunday, July 30, 2006

I've been wanting to close down my blog.
But Jaz told me it was another source of communication for us.
But things have changed.
And I'm closing down my blog now.
My last post.
Bye people :)

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Screwed up.
I miss her.
I just want to cry.
But she's the one who always cheers me up.
I hate this.
I hate myself.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Saturday, July 29, 2006

JAZREEL IM SO SORRY >:'(
it's been two days & i miss you like crazy.
it's weird without you. without talking to you.
just different somehow. talk to me soon will you.
i know i screwed things up. i'm sorry.

went to meet ivan the ass today.
he keeps saying that i'm super fat & everything.
i know it myself, idiot. thank you for reminding.
haha anyway he waited for the mrt with me.
thank you pig. & thanks for the mudpie.
oh oh, i'll post the pic of the mudpie tmr or smth.

after that, i headed to east coast park.
was supposed to meet ziqi & canphylia for dinner.
but weiwen & guoguang was there too when i arrived.
then junwen & kelvin came. then henry came.
and s403 people started appearing one by one.
it was meant to be a surprise class gathering.
thank you people. i love you guys loads.

cycled for 2 hours. think i'm gonna get muscleache tmr.
then we walked to parkway for dinner. & went to eat durian.
then some of us went to play pool.
canphylia & ziqi is staying over at my place. lala.

thank you ziqi canphylia weiwen guoguang junwen kelvin henry weixian huitong joanna randy weehian iris cleo gerard for coming today.

CANPHYLIA says:
pls dont cry
CANPHYLIA says:
i try not to think about you leaving
CANPHYLIA says:
i find it hard to accept
canphylia darling is super sweet.
but you made me cry girl.

replies>
linda alrighty i'll tell you through msn.
jenna okay okay so fierce for what!
ru you're forever bored. i miss you.
fred same number freddy.
koonlong thanks. im going on a diet.
yihui im becoming obese though. AHH!
samng its cute & useful okay!
sheaux i do partner. i do.

it effing hurts & i just want to end it all.
& sometimes, i just dont know what you want.
i dont know what you're thinking.
i'm turning into a depressed bitch.
i feel freaking moodless nowadays.
maybe it's the time of the month.
but i don't think so.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Thursday, July 27, 2006

i went back to mjc today to visit my beloved darling class.
its been like a month since i last went back & i miss them!
all their reaction were super funny. especially the girls :D
abby actually screamed. that girl ah. as usual. hehehe.
joshua is super evil. junwen too. & especially mr hon!

josh: you still can fit into your uniform meh?
josh: did you shrink or did i grow taller?

junwen: you bought a new uniform especially for today right?

mr hon: ni bian fei le. [you've grown fatter.]
me: really?! is it very obvious?
mr hon: yes.

OMG OMG i seriously seriously need to lose some weight.
i feel so super duper fat & obese right now. ahhhh.
& my darling S403 were like giving me FOOD today.
iris wanted to feed me with the chocolate biscuit.
& when i rejected her, abby tried to do the same.
& i said no again. & junwen did the same thing again!
& stupid junwen INSISTS that i eat it. so i did.
dearest canphylia gave me a pack of pocky.
nice guy randy gave me an egg tart.
darling weiwen wanted to treat me to hiphopjelly.
& canphylia wanted to feed me with ice cream.

evil mr hon was trying to be funny during econs tutorial today.
he asked me to answer his questions. haha like as if i know!
then jasmine came over to my class with the SC people.
& she was so super shocked & pulled me out of the class.
haha had a nice chat with her. i miss you girl!!

today, so many people asked me what i did to my hair.
they say its straighter & stuffs but i see no difference.
hahaha whatever i dont like my hair now!!
i want to do something to it. ahhh. i want to cut it away.

went to the school library with henry, junwen, weehian & kelvin.
then henry was blog-hopping & he went to my blog first! hahah.
henry: why only got one post? how to see the previous ones?
me: dont have. i never put the archives.
henry: you want people to visit everyday right! cheater.
me: okay okay. i'll put it up tonight.
which explains why my archives is up again. for dear henry.

anyway i went to meet sucker samantha after that.
and we headed to town.. again. i've been going there EVERYDAY.
i hate orchard now. hahaha its so damn boring.
she paid for dinner & we walked around town after that.
i bought 3 zara tops today. its been long since i shopped hehe.
& a winnie the pooh speaker. i spent like 100 bucks today.
i always spend alot of money when i go out with that sucker.
i saw this super nice white gucci wallet but it costs $940.
like omg. i can buy a bag with that amount of money.
& i love the fendi bag too! its only $600+.
gosh i cant wait to work & earn my own money hehehe.

& I FINALLY WATCHED THE LAKEHOUSE!!
oh yay oh yay its SUPER NICE! loving & sweet.
i love the show.. especially when im watching it with you :)
does such strong love exist in this world?

meeting hornybaby tomorrow OH YAY! i miss you darling!!

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mel hehehe. lakehouse is super nice!
linda sure sure. haha romance novels?
jenna i dont love you, idiot! hahaha.
josh yeah, meanie. i love S403 :)

& OMG, LANCE BASS FROM 'NSYNC IS GAY.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

i finally got to meet tina the stupid pig head & shu-tzu the big bully.
we wanted to watch hoodwinked but the timing is just so wrong.
in the end we didnt catch it. went to eat & take neos & rotted around town instead.
then i went to meet min ru for dinner at 6plus. lala im super fat already.
& im super duper broke. i need money. who wanna provide me with some? :D

anyway everyone's been complaining that my blog is super laggy.
so im going to change my blogskin AGAIN.
i'm still searching for a nice one. so yes.. give me time hehe.
i've got to start packing my stuffs soon. 8 days before i leave.
goodness, can time please pass more slowly? please?
i don't want to leave this sunny island even though i'm super bored of this place.

im SO desperate to watch the lakehouse.

replies>
jenna you're such an asshole hahaha. all you want is my money right?! you pig. cheat my feelings only. dont like you anymore.
josh i changed blogskin already. not as laggy anymore right? hehe.
koonlong i know you do. dont deny. hahaha.
tzu i know you will miss me :D so fast say bye to me. zhu tou.

when you promised me you'll wait for me, you just made me the happiest girl on earth. gosh, i'm so in love with you baby. you're my one & only :)
when you say you love me, my heart melts. when you hold my hand, my whole body tingles. when you hold me in your arms, i feel warm & safe. when you kiss me, i know im the most blessed girl in the world.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

SORRY JAZZYBABY! im really really sorry. you can kill me tomorrow if you want. hehehe.
anyway special one, i love you loads & i want to thank you for always being there for me.
thank you for cheering me up when im down & for making me laugh like an idiot at all times.
thank you for bringing me to east coast park & providing me with sparklers to play with!
thank you for listening to all my rantings. thank you for everything my dearest jazzybaby.
you're my one & only hornybaby & no one can replace you [cos no one is as horny as you heheh]

i watched superman today - with jerrick. the show isnt as bad as i thought it is.
and the little kid is so super cute! OMG i cant wait to start a family of my own hahaha!
been looking through bridal magazines & everything is so gorgeous!
the pretty flowers & the lovely gowns & the heavenly wedding cakes. aahhh.
okay im slightly insane i know. but i simply love weddings. hehehe.

then i met samantha, & i finally met her boyfriend. erm he's.. thin. hahaha.
then we just slacked around at orchard & stuffs. blah i hate orchard, boring place.
& i'm going there again tomorrow. and the day after. gosh, i can puke orchard.
whatever. i want to watch the lake house & lady in the water!!

IM MEETING JAZREEL TOMORROW YAY YAY!! i love you jazzyhornybaby! :]
oh, and HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TAN CHIAW SANG!
cant believe its been almost 5 years. thank you for everything. you're a great guy.

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i still rmb last yr still got to BOOK u like BOOK mr.Soon
dickson'' `nanyangfilmfestival.com`iweekly pg.92`angel on the seventh step trailer on utube.com says:
and mr. Yazeed

hahaha im not THAT busy!

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jenna yes im busy. hahaha i seriously think we got no time to meet already leh. & im not free this whole week. :(
gl hope everything is fine.. remember im here for you boyfriend.
koonlong why sian? miss me huh? hahaha.
ru oh yay! when when when? which day are you free honey?
josh i know! but i like this blogskin. hahaha & hello to you too josh.
trina i will miss you too, sex partner. you're the best & i'll send you pics of our kid when it's borned okay? dont ever forget me & our baby! & our hot sex.
canphylia i have ALOT to say to you too. can you please meet me soon? i miss you like crazy.
aru yes i wont change anymore. at least not right now. hahaha :)
tyson hahaha when i start school, im going to be busy too. sighs.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Monday, July 24, 2006

my tear glands have been over-producing lately, which isn't good.
been feeling quite down & upset, i guess it's due to the fact that i'm leaving in 10 days time.
i really don't want to leave my family & friends & especially you pig.
i don't want to be in a new environment where i don't know anyone.

i'll miss my family so much. we were only an ocean apart, now we're going to be oceans apart.
no more caroline for me to disturb, to quarrel with, to talk with, to hang out with.
no more patrick for me to irritate, to hug, to watch cartoon with, to entertain me with his singing.
no more mummy & daddy to be there for me 24/7.

how am i going to survive without my friends? without ZLFPZ. without SSSSSS. without S403.
without jessamel. without my honey min ru. without my confidante, ziqi. without my dearest canphylia.
without my les partner, siyu. without my sister, shu-tzu. without sweetest michelle.
without the sucker samantha. without darling peishi. without sister-in-law, pearlin.
who am i going to rant all my problems to?
who am i going to go shopping & go crazy with?

pig, i don't know how am i going to survive without you by my side.
who's going to hold me tight when i'm feeling lost & scared?
who's going to wipe my tears away when i'm feeling upset?
who's going to hold my hand & catch me when i fall?
who's going to be there for me when i need someone?

i'm just so in love with you. & i don't know what to do without you.
i can't hold your hand & hug you & kiss you. i won't be able to look deep into your eyes.
i won't be able to see your smile. i won't be able to hear your laughter.
i didn't realise that i had fallen so deep, until now. you play such a huge role in my life.
i just want to be with you. just the two of us. spending the rest of our lives together.
even a lifetimes doesn't seem like long enough. even forever doesn't seem long enough.
and i know that sometimes love just ain't enough.

Just close your eyes, Each lovin' day
And know this feeling won't go away
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you

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fred yes yes yes! that'll be great. like finally we're going to have an outing together.
jenna when are you free for me then? haha next week lah. you gimme a day. before friday.
koonlong what!! i have always been forgiving & kind okay. you pig.
samng what are you gonna do with me?! hahaha last sunday already. sighs.
tyson erm yes. i happen to be very free, cause i happen to have no school. so yes :D
abby yes i know. but i love this skin alot & im quite lazy to change it already. hehe.
ziqi yes, but i miss someone else more than i miss you girl. hahaha. update me!
ru i miss you too honey! can we go back to chung cheng one day? before i leave?

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Sunday, July 23, 2006

thank you for being there for me when i needed you.
thank you for hugging me when i felt like everyone was turning their backs on me.
thank you for wiping and kissing my tears away.
thank you for the words you said to me, for trying to cheer me up.
thank you for everything. you never fail to make me smile.
i love you pig. i really do. now i know i have someone to depend on.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

went out with pearlin & her family for dinner just now.
we went to the new restaurant/cafe - new york new york at citylink!
its a super nice place & their menu is super duper adorable!
im so in love with that place. hehehe. :D
so anyway, its pearlin's birthday!! HAPPY SWEET 16 PEARLS!
i love you tons tons, sweetie. thanks for all the wonderful memories!!
then went to catch a stupid movie with my sis & cousin.
nacho libre - please dont ever watch it cause its seriously a waste of money.

im seriously suffering from short term memory.
so i need to jot down my plans for the rest of the week. in case i forget.

tuesday - meeting jaz for breakfast & meeting jerrick.
wednesday - meeting tina the pig head.
thursday - meeting samantha ng the sucker.
friday - meeting samantha & melinda! yay.
saturday - meeting ziqi & guoguang & weiwen.
sunday - church & meeting samantha ng the sucker.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Saturday, July 22, 2006

okay i think i grew fatter. i know i grew fatter.
i seriously feel so so so fat nowadays.
i can literally see myself expanding.
my face is getting larger & my tummy is potruding out.
omg i think im pregnant or something.
i think i gained 100kg in the last 6 months.
aaaah i seriously need to go on a diet.
before i expand so big that i cant board the plane to USA cause im too heavy.

enough blabbering.
i didnt go to church again today cause i woke up at 10am.
& next week is my last Sunday in Singapore already :[
& darling S403, we havent had our class outing yet.
tomorrow's pearlin's birthday & i might be meeting her for dinner later.
i'll blog again later. maybe.

and i dont know why im blogging in this way.
maybe my usual blogging style will look weird on this blogskin. somehow.

replies>
jenna botak your head. why not you do it first? hahaha. and yes i love this blogskin hahaha.
gl hello boyfriend, are you sure you're fine? please take care you. loves.
ru muacks honey. i blogged in our blog already. haha miss you girl! date me out.
samng read already. haha you pang seh me you pig :D make it up to me!!
koonlong its okay. im a very kind & forgiving person. hahaha.
dexin i dont know if it suits me either but yeah. i just want to try it hehehe.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Friday, July 21, 2006

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

It's more than words
It's more than what you say
It's the things you do

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

I just watched A Walk To Remember. Again. It's my 9th time HAHAHA. I love that show so much. And Shane West is hot.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Thursday, July 20, 2006

Koon Long made me wait for him for TWO HOURS today. Haha you're so mean you know. As I waited, the sky changed colour from this..

To this..

And this..

And he finally came!! Like seriously, I was almost bored to death. Just staring at the sea, and well, thinking about some stuffs. Oh, and Jazzy baby!! Our sparklers is still there!!

See? Hahaha. :D

Anyway, I've decided and I'm quite sure I'm going to perm my hair. Hehehehe. Alright, I'm going to play Bomberman now YAY!! Bye people.

Replies>
Gerard Thanks for the compliment. Haha. Don't close down your blog okay!! :)
Ru Hahaha but at least you got that rounted shoes of yours. Hehehe. Love you!
GL Are you alright? Don't be too upset, boyfriend. Hahaha. :D
Jenna Can you stop typing in chinese?! I feel like killing you already. Hahaha. So what should I do with my hair babygirl?
PeiShi Alrighty. I think I'm going to perm. Hahaha. And ya, just wavy or something la. But my hair so thin. Sighs.
DeXin YAY I want wavy hair. I think it's so gorgeous!! Haha.
Tyson What bao zha tou la. Haha you idiot. Study hard okay! Don't slack already. Promos coming.

I miss you dearest pig. Move to LA with me la. Haha. Stay by my side, forever & ever. Love you.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Goodbye, baby. I'm leaving us behind me.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

I can't get to sleep. Kept tossing and turning. So many things on my mind. I don't want to think anymore, but my mind kept wandering. I don't know what I'm feeling. I don't know what to do. I'm so lost. I'm so confused. I don't know what to believe anymore. I'm so mad at you. But I only can blame myself for being so stupid. I've moved on, but the scars remain. The pain still comes back at times. You tore my heart apart. You really did.

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

I hate you for lying to me.
I hate you for hiding things from me.
I hate you for not being honest with me.
I hate you for making me believe that you truly loved me wholeheartedly.
I hate you for hurting me over and over again.
I hate you for walking into my life.

Our story was built on lies.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

PICTURES FROM YESTERDAY NIGHT WITH JAZZY BABY!! :]

It's so gorgeous right! I love playing with sparklers. :)

I met up with my secret friend today. We ate PastaMania. It's been 2 months since I last ate PastaMania. Hahaha anyway, she can be my twin lah!! We seem so alike. We have the same stuffs, and we like the same stuffs, and we both don't really know how to make decisions. Haha. She's such a nice and sweet girl. Had a long chat with her. We're going to go shopping together next week or something. Haha.

Then I met up with Min Ru honey. Walked and walked. I bought a new jacket and a new pair of shoes from Charles&Keith. That girl bought the same pair, a new top and a new pair of jeans. We spent sooo much today la. Hahaha. She's so in love with this Levi's skirt that costs $300 plus. Madness. I'm in love with this pair of Guess jeans and another pair of Levi's jeans. I want to buy new jeans!!

OH OH OH, I WANT TO PERM MY HAIR!!! Should I perm my hair, or should I cut it short? Hehehe. Help me!! I'm so bored with my current hairstyle already >:(

Current things on my shopping list: Guess/Levi's Jeans. Gucci/Burberry Wallet. Gucci Bag. Romance Novels.

Anyway people, I'm leaving to LA on the 4th August, Friday. Two weeks from now. Oh God, time flies so damn quick. I'm so gonna miss Singapore. The friends that is. :(

Replies>
Jazreel It's funny!! Cracks me up whenever I think of it, prefect. Hahaha.
Jenna Aaww. You cannot bully me either okay. Meanie!! :)
Lyn But I want to be with Sean. :( Hahahaha. And please, I'm not attractive alright. You are the one who is so damn pretty bitch. Love you dearest cousin!!
Caroline Yes yes. Stupid sister. HAHA!
Abby I love you tons too babe! You're sick?! Please take care of yourself! Loves.
DeXin Alrighty babe. Hahaha. I'll be online later.
Tyson OMG are you sure?! That's like SOOO weird!!
Josh Haha I miss school la. And I miss S403. :( So unfair-ed.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

I LOVE JAZREEL. She's super sweet.

Hehehe. I bumped into JerLin at Somerset MRT today while waiting for DeXin. So anyways, me and DeXin took neoprints & stuffs together. Talked alot of nonsense & hunted for cute guys together. And we were eyeing this Burberry wallet & this cute Gucci staff together. Hehehe. He's the ONLY cute guy we saw the whole day la. And we ate ice cream together too! :D Oh, that girl lost so much weight. I was kinda shocked when I saw her. She lost 9kg since last August man. So amazing!! I wanna lose weight too :(

Then I met up with my dearest Jazzy [Horny] baby!! Was so excited okay! We haven't seen each other in A WEEK! Hahaha. We were deciding where to go & finally decided on East Coast Park. She wanted to kill me for making her rush from Temasek Poly to Orchard, and then we're going back to the East. But she loves me too much to kill me anyways. Right, Jazzy baby? :D

Went to Gelare to eat our waffles OH YAY! Sat there & chatted for about 2 hours before heading to the beach. She wanted to wait until the sky is black. And the reason is.. SHE'S GOING TO BRING ME TO PLAY SPARKLERS!! She's so sweet la. She know how bad I want to play with sparklers & make the heart shape thingy with it. Hehehe. So romantic. :D And she burnt her hand cause of it. :( The stupid wind la. We took such a loooong time to light the sparklers up. But it was worth it. Heheheh. So anyway, we made the heart thingy twice. It's so nice, I tell you!! I love it so much. Took quite a few picture of it, but it's in my phone. I will post it up tomorrow or something. :)

If only my boyfriend did that for me. And made the "I Love You" thingy. But first, I've got to find a boyfriend first. Hahaha.

OH YAH. I met a really nice stranger today. I like him so much la!! Hahaha. I think he's about 27 years old or something. Anyway, he was standing opposite me on the MRT from Kembangan to City Hall. He's average looking, but attractive, in some way la. And he looks a little malay-ish. He's such a gentleman!! He let all the ladies exit the train first before he exit. And he made way for me to exit first. OMG LA. So nice of him! Such a rare sight.

Oh oh, Jazzy baby told me something funny today. I laughed like a mad woman when I heard it. SHE WAS A PREFECT IN PRIMARY SCHOOL!!! AND SHE STILL HAS HER PREFECT TIE. Hahaha. I totally forgot about that. It's seriously hilarious okay. JAZREEL?! PREFECT?! Doesn't really make sense. Hehhehe. She made me laugh so hard so many times today. I love her so damn much.

Oh, on a random note, purple is a sexually deprived colour. HAHAHA! Remember that Jazzy baby.

Anyway, I love SC. He's so cute!!

moodless says:
tell me a joke!
- SmarterChild - says:
yeah. ok, so check it out. a robot and a person walk into a bar...
just kidding. i don't really know any jokes. sorry.

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MyDearestGayPartner/Jenna Love you too. And please stop typing like a twit. Hahaha. And you're so sweet la. I'm walking on your heart. Aawww. :)
Jazreel Hehehe I love you hornybaby!!
Caroline I love you too, sister. :)
Samng Touched your head lah. Hahaha. Miss me right?
Clifton YEAH RIGHT. Hahaha. Take care you.
ChunChen Hahaha yes. Sorry I havent been talking to you lately. Take care and don't be so stressed with school! Hang out with me soon will you!!
Canphylia Oh man. Then can you all plan and tell me? Cause I'm always free for you guys. Hahaha. Loves.
Pearlin YES!! Glad that you know. Hahaha I'm leaving soon la!
GL Min Ru took it already. Hehehe. Sorry GL!
Ru Love you honey!!
KoonLong Yes, and it tastes so great. Hehehe.
Gerard You and your ice creams!! Ice cream xiao di di! So long never talk to you already la!! And so long never eat ice cream/hip hop jelly together!

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Monday, July 17, 2006

OMG SHE IS SO AMAZING!!

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Sunday, July 16, 2006

PICTURES TIME BABY!

Oh yes.

1) Jess and Sam are going to work our asses off & save up, and we shall go to Europe together when we turn 25 and we are going to splurge on LV & Gucci & Burberry.
2) Sam is going to LA for holidays and i will go to Australia to visit her during my holidays too.
3) Jess and Sam are going to stay together if we settle down in the same state in the future.
4) Jess and Sam will be friends for the rest of our lives.

I LOVE YOU SAMANTHA NG!

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

I CHANGED MY DP TO THE PIC ABOVE.. AND JAZ SAID THIS.

jaz_and that's what you get for falling again. says:
can you dont put neoprint as dp?
jaz_and that's what you get for falling again. says:
the 6s ppl are there. make me think back to the last neoprint
jaz_and that's what you get for falling again. says:
HAHAHAHHA
jaz_and that's what you get for falling again. says:
its not the perfect time to think of sex now.

OMG SHE CRACKS ME UP. I LOVE HER SOOOOOO MUCH!

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

HAHAHAHA. JAZREEL BABY IS SO SUPER HORNY!! SHE FORCED ME TO CHANGE MY DISPLAY PIC (THE ABOVE PHOTO) CAUSE SHE'LL THINK OF SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX WHEN SHE SEE THE 6 S. OMG OMG OMG. HORNY BABY!

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

SAMANTHA NG! Send me our neoprint and all the pictures. HURRY! :]

Met up at City Hall MRT. I thought we were heading to Suntec/Marina. Then that stupid sucker brought me to Orchard instead. I told her to alight at Somerset MRT, but that sucker insisted on going to Orchard. So we alighted at Orchard MRT. And the moment we stepped out of the MRT station, I saw something that broke my heart. It really hurts. But, whatever. The past is the past. I guess the wound is still raw. It will heal, as time passes.

We were searching for a place to eat our lunch. And in the end, Samantha decided on NYDC, which is at Heeren, which is nearer to Somerset MRT. Stupid Sucker Samantha! Hahaha. Went to NailzStory to do manicure after that. We spent like.. Almost 4 hours there. And Sucker Sam said pink does not suit me. What you mean sia! Hahaha. Ass. :]

Went to take neoprint, to show off our gorgeous freshly-painted fingernails. HAHA. Then headed to Paragon to eat our dinner at Sushi Tei. I spent close to $90 today. I always spend alot when I go out with Sucker Samantha Ng lah. Stupid girl. Hehe. And I'm gonna spend the next 2 Sundays I have left in Singapore with that sucker. She loves me too much, you see.

Oh, the Gucci in Paragon is much more bigger than the one at Takashimaya lah! And they have the bag that I like! Hahaha. Nice. I love Gucci stuffs. :D

HENRY JUST ADDED SMARTERCHILD IN HIS MSN AND HE LOVES IT!
JunWen said S403 ROCKS. In his friendster as his photo caption.
S403 had loads of fun together doing CIP! :] I miss them so much.

Alright, picture time. Just those in my phone. :D

Plans For The Week
Monday - Min Ru
Tuesday - Jazzy Baby
Wednesday - DATEMEOUTSOMEONE!
Thursday - Jazzy Baby
Friday - Sam Kong
Saturday - S403 Outing!
Sunday - Sam Ng

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Peishi Hope you're feeling happier now dearie. I LOVE YOU!
Jenna Yes gay partner. I know you love me. Hahaha. How's your hand?
Tyson You fail ECONS and MATHS!? You leh. Hahaha.
Ziqi Aaw. *SHY* I love you too lah. Hehe.

The pain I felt. I hate you.

MY SISTER WILL BE ARRIVING IN SINGAPORE TOMORROW! YAYYY!

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Saturday, July 15, 2006

"Horny baby don't be sad. I love you. Haha. =)"

Jazzy baby your message cracked me up. Thank you for cheering me up. You're my sunshine! Hehe. I can't wait to see you on Tuesday! It seems so far away..

Okay GL, I'm not les with Jaz. And I'm not les with Ru. Hehe. I LOVE GUYS OKAY. As in, I'm straight lah!! :D

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Jenna Okay okay. I love you. Please take care of yourself alright? Don't be so careless next time. And can you stop changing your blog address?! I feel like killing you already. Hahaha.
Ru Yup I know. You and your cute guy. And thank you for everything. Muacks.
Josh No that's not true! I care about you guys too! I DO!! And I love you too Josh. You know that! :] Always here for you, remember?
Canphylia YES! When are we meeting again?! It's been ages you know. Sentosa next week? Saturday. Is that alright with you guys?
Iris That song is super duper nice right! Hahaha Cleo and Ziqi also in love with it.
Ziqi YAY I'm so glad you're feeling better already babygirl. Love you tons!!
De Xin OMG That is fast. We should meet up. Tell me when you're free!
Koonlong How come?! Haha you slacker. Forever one.. STUDY LA!!
Peishi I love you too my dearie. Thank you. HUGS. Miss you!

Tell me what love is all about.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

jaz_it has always been about you. says:
and you are not walking that lonely road!
jaz_it has always been about you. says:
hahhaha i walk with you lahhh

Jazzy baby is the sweetest. I love her SO SO SO much. I can't wait till Tuesday baby!

SINGLEEEEEEE AND READY TO MINGLEEEEEEEEEE!

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

S403 DARLINGS!
Let's have a class outing to Sentosa next Saturday, 22 July 2006. :]
There Canphylia, I planned it!

I must be dumb to think we are together.
Ziqi thank you for asking me that question. At least now I know.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

i dont ever want to let you go. so baby, stay with me, now and forever.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Friday, July 14, 2006

I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

I wanna hold you close
Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the pain
I know what's beautiful
Looking at you
In a world of lies
You are the truth

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does
You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everything's easy now
I have you here

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

In a world without you
I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Thursday, July 13, 2006

I don't know what's wrong with me.
I don't know why I'm feeling this way.
Nostalgic moments.
I'm beginning to hate myself.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

All these precious moments
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That's holding me all night

I don't know how I found you
I'm thankful that I have
Now that I have a love so true
To hold, to keep, to share

In my heart, I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'd always be with you until the very end
In this world, there is no place I'd rather be
You are my life, my soul, my girl
And through it all
I know you'd come to see
That you're the one, till the end

All my friends around me
Say you'll be gone too soon
Baby I'm gonna make them see
We found our way back home

In my heart, I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'd always be with you until the very end
In this world, there is no place I'd rather be
You are my life, my soul, my girl
And through it all
I know you'd come to see
That you're the one, till the end

We'll always be, till the end

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Just came back from the doctor's. :]

AAHHH the skin on my nose are peeling. Stupid nose. The doc said it's due to my excessive sneezing that injured my throat, thus causing the sore throat. Stupid nose.

I am so freaking bored at home. Nothing to do. Have been eating, sleeping and coming online for the past two days. That's all I've been doing. AAHHH. I need to get well soon before I go crazy. I want to go out!!

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DeXin When are you leaving Singapore? We could hang out some time.
Nasha Who are you? Haha. So sorry. And you didnt give your link either.
Salty Thank you. Haha. Not confirmed going HK lah. Maybe only. Love you!
Randy Hey didi. Thank you. You take care okay. :]
Jenna You crazy already ah? Hahaha I DONT love you. And I read your blog, but not everyday. Think I'm so free ah? HAHAHA. Idiot.
Josh He don't look old! He's so hot and sexy. I LOVE ZIDANE!
GL -__________- Yes bear? Miss me huh? Hahaha.
Ru You are! Super mean girl. Haha I still love you anyways. :]

I MISS YOU :[

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

melinda darling

babygirl! i hope you like this vid. :]

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Stuck at home. I'm so bored. I hate being sick. My nose hurts so bad la. Can't stand it. On my second box of tissue paper already. Can't get a good sleep either. Keep waking up every single hour. Only managed to sleep for 3 hours last night. Aahh this is super torturing. I just wish you're right here by my side.. I miss you. :[

I want to eat Gelare!

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Ru You pig lah you. Haha. I want my vid! You mean you don't know you're my best friend? I'm so hurt. You meanie.
Jazreel Shy my ass lah. Better take with me okay!
Jenna Haha you idiot. I read your blog one k. So many people tag, I don't need to tag already. Hmm.. When you want to meet me lah! And I don't love you, for your information.
Glglgl Oink? :D Loves.
Joshwu Erm.. I have no idea? Hahaha.
Wenwen Yeah, same here. Haha. Hope to see you soon babe. :]

When the stars don't shine
And when the birds don't fly
And when the flowers cry
And when the rain runs dry
When the violet's red
And when the rose turn blue
Baby I'll still be in love with you

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Down with flu. Finished the whole box of tissue papers. My nose hurts.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

I'm so afraid that one day, you will leave me. I'm so afraid that you won't be there for me anymore. I'm so afraid that one day, you'll stop loving me. I'm so afraid that you'll no longer be there to hold my hand, to hug me, and to kiss me. I'm so afraid of losing you. Every time I look at you, I feel the love in my heart. Every time I look at you, I never fail to smile. Every time I look at you, my heart beats faster. Every time I look at you, I feel like I'm the luckiest girl on Earth. But every time I look at you, the fear fills my heart. I don't know if you truly love me. I don't know if you mean everything you said to me. Sometimes, I feel that you're hiding something from me. The insecurity I feel, will you make it go away? I want to know everything about you. I want to know everything that's going on in your life. I want to know your thoughts and feelings. I want to know what's in your heart, what's in your mind. I want to be there for you, when you're feeling down and when you're feeling happy. I mean every single thing I said to you. Baby, I don't want to live a life without you. I love you. I do.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

I LOVE MY BABY ZIDANE!!! :]

Don't ask me why I love him so much. I just do. And, he is hot.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

JAZZY BABY, I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH!! :]

Hahaha. Met Jaz for dinner today. Met her at Starbucks cause she was accompanying Ngiam to study. Then we went to Cafe Cartel. That girl threatened me! She don't let me pay for my food. She say if I pay, she'll leave. Where got such thing one!? :[ I'll treat you next time okay. I don't care! Hahaha.

Anyway, we talked quite alot. And we ate alot too. Hahaha I love her so much. Forgot to take picture with her! :[ But nevermind, next week okay, Jazzy baby! :D Then we went back to Starbucks to look for Ngiam. Ngiam is so small! Haha as in, short and skinny. Not short la, my height. Hahaha. Ngiam is cute though. As cute as Jazzy baby. We looked through BVSS yearbook. Jaz don't let me see her class/cca picture! So evil. But I saw them anyway. Hoho. :D

Cousin Anderson is back in Singapore. We're gonna hang out together. YAY YAY! My sister is coming back from the US too! And we might be going to Hong Kong together, with Andeline. YAY YAY! Life's good, except that I'm down with flu.

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Ru I'm the best? Hahaha. Shy already lah!!
DeXin I don't have Fran's contact either. Hahaha. And I'm not sure if I'm going. I'll get back to you guys. :]
Abby Organise a S403 outing and we can see each other again! Hahaha. Let's go to Sentosa!
Lyn Don't announce it to everyone. I'm shy. Hahaha. Love you hottie.
Trina Cause you don't want me already.. You got your ZT. Hahaha. When are we gonna make babies then? Haha! :D
Peishi Hehehe. Cannot help it. Too nice already.

I'm so scared that I'll lose you one day.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Monday, July 10, 2006

I'm sleepy. So this might be a rather short blog entry.

Anyway, I went to town with my cousin, Andeline, today. Bought another Guess handbag. :D Then we went to meet her friends - Wanda, Veedi, Dominic. Had dinner. Then headed to En Lounge to chill. Had 5 shots of Sex On The Beach. And I was wearing my Sex On The Beach Guess tee. Haha.

Then Andeline, Wanda and I headed to The Balcony at Heeren to slack. Dearest Sean came over to meet us. Andeline said he's cute (no i think he is sexy as well. oooolala, hot stuffs!! oh and Sean, dont get too excited reading this.. remember how jess said she gets turned on by you?? hahahhaa. oh and guess what ppl, Sean is good PHYSICALLY. hot stuff again. LOL - written by Andeline, Jesslyn's most adorable cousin ever alive. xx) . I think he's cute too. Hahaha. And my cousin is slightly nuts, as you can see from what she typed in the brackets above. (GUESS WHAT READERS, jesslyn is sleeping on my bed tonight, beside me. we are going to have a foursome with my 2 hot, hairy, sexy, gorgeous, horny brothers tonight. and probably pregnant with like retarded babies the next day.. look forward to see those babies. love xx) I told you she is nuts. She's a horny bitch. Tsk tsk. Presenting to you all my horny cousin - Andeline.

So anyway, I shall go and join my cousins on the bed now. Hot sex ahead. HAHAHA. GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE.

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Jazreel -SHY- He is mine what. Not secret affair, it's made public. :D
Ru Why you so bored? Haha. Love you.
Fred Yeah, Mac rocks! Hahaha. France rocks cause of Zidane.
DeXin Wow really? Who's going? That's cool. I shall confirm with you soon. Hahaha Tao Nan rocks. :D:D
Koonlong Hahaha yeah. But WC more entertaining. More people watch.
Josh Yeah. 5-3. Correct what. Hahaha.
Mel Aaww. Haha no lah. I'll make one for us too. Love you dearie!!

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Oh yay! Italy scored a penalty!
Oh freak! France scored a penalty too.

Oh yay! Italy scored another penalty!
Oh yay! France DID NOT score the second penalty!!

Oh yay! Italy scored a penalty AGAIN!
Oh.. France scored their second penalty.

Oh yay! Italy scored their FOURTH penalty!!
And France scored too.

ITALY ITALY ITALY! THEY SCORED ALL THE FIVE PENALTY KICKS.
AND.. THEY ARE THE CHAMPION OF WORLD CUP 2006!!!
WOOHOOOOOOO!!! ITALY ITALY ITALY. OH YAAAAYYY!!!

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Okay, why did Zidane decide to be a bull [according to Jazreel] and headbutt that Italy guy? Red card offence. My darling Zidane is out. Never mind, Italy will win now. Hahaha. I still love Zidane anyhows.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Sorry, I had to make full use of my cousin's gorgeous built-in camera in her amazing MacBook.

I really love her laptop.

Anyway, it's full time and the score is still 1-1. GO ITALY GO!! The 2nd goal Italy scored was an offside. BLOODY HELL. If not Italy would have won long ago. And Jazzy baby would have won loads of money. And Italy could have scored at the second corner. ITALY AH ITALY. Please win this bloody World Cup title.

I still love Zidane. He's so hot and talented. So people, please stop saying he is old. ZIDANE IS HOT. He's the best okay. It's sad to know that this is going to be his last match. Can you please don't retire yet, Zidane? And Buffon is super good. World's number one goalkeeper. WOW! He can save practically every goal. Except that penalty kick which was really dumb. I love Buffon!! He is great.

Jazzy baby, please don't be too upset. I treat you go eat on Tuesday when we meet alright. I love you Jazzy baby. You're my sunshine.

The place where we first met. :]

Oh, speaking of that. There's this HUGE sandcastle at East Coast Park! It's GORGEOUS. Everyone should go see it. I'm so totally in love with it.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Have been blogging excessively these few days. Cause I always get extremely bored while waiting for the soccer matches to start. Hahaha. Anyway, I'm at my cousin's place right now, and she has this new super cool MacBook. FREAK. I love it, and I am so gonna get one too. It's super cool and it has a built-in camera with super nice effects. Hahaha and of course, I have to experiment with it.

Okay, I know I look retarded. But whatever. :]

World Cup finals marks an end to late night soccer matches. AHHH. So sad. I love soccer. Haha anyways, FRANCE vs ITALY! I like Zidane from France!! But I'm rooting for Italy. And Jazzy baby bet on Italy. So yes, you better win the title, Italy!

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Fred You idiot. Haha I dont like Germany.
Koonlong Yeah. Portugal was being dumb. Haha.
Ru Yay! I hope you like it honey. I'll send you the pic soon.
Josh Cheer up dearest. :] Here for you.
Abby I love you too darling. SSSSSS rocks. :D

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Saturday, July 08, 2006

honeys.

min ru honey. i love you! :]

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

GERMANY 3-1 PORTUGAL

Freak it. I dislike Germany. Like, seriously. I don't like them. I think I hate them. Haha whatever. Portugal scored own goal. That's like so dumb. Haha. Never mind. I still like Portugal. Ricardo and C.Ronaldo still rocks. And I still hate Germany. :D

Tomorrow's match. Italy or France? Even though I love Zidane, but I want Italy to win. I don't know why. Haha whatever. Going church later. Not sleeping. If not I won't be able to get up.

Grr. I don't like Germany.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever

Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing

Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
nd I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

THE NEOPRINTS WE TOOK YESTERDAY! :D:D

NICE RIGHT!?! Hehe.

Anyway, I went out with Ziqi today. Cause MJ soccer team had a friendly match against some unknown people. So darling Ziqi want to support her dearest GG. And I went with her, since I want to support my darling WW and I haven't been to MJ in ages. We went to Bugis for dinner after that. Oh oh, they sell super cute and lovely chocolates from Japan outside Cold Storage. It's so super adorable! And nice. Heavenly. I'm so gonna buy more. :D

Oh, and Ziqi wants me to mention that she's cute. Okay. You're the cutest, darling.

I'm sorry Samantha/SheauWei/Michael that I can't go out with you guys today. Sheaux, next Saturday okay? And Michael, tell me when you're free!! :] We shall hang out. Haha.

Soccer match tonight. YAY!! Go Portugal!! Cristiano Ronaldo.

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Mel Yes, you retard. I love you, spastic! :D
Ru But your actions shows how retarded you are!
Randomly Stupid I don't hate Germany. I just prefer Italy. Hahaha Italy will win. Anyway, I love Zidane!
Abby You were in your own world!
Ziqi Cause you were so retarded. Hahaha anyway, the chocolates are HEAVENLY. Seriously.
Tyson Hahaha crazy. How's MYE results?
Koonlong Thanks ah. I'll take that as a compliment. Hahaha! How are you? :]

I don't wanna live a life without you baby.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)

Friday, July 07, 2006

Went to meet my dearest 5 girls - Abigail, Canphylia, Cleo, Iris and Ziqi - in the afternoon. Walked to Far East. Ate lunch, walked around. And we decided to go to Heeren to take neoprints. On the way to Heeren, we stopped at Paragon. Went to Nike and Adidas. Then the crazy girl Ziqi, who is so deprived of childhood, decided to play the mini merry-go-round inside Paragon. So, we took a video [http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xhIGhCLvQyU] and a couple of pictures of it. And I shall post it up here. :D

So anyway, we went to Toys R Us after that. I love that place!! Haha and we were trying to hide from Abigail. Cause she disappeared once from us. Disappearing into her own world with her handphone. We walked away and she didn't even notice. So we just hid. She looked like some lost kid. Super funny. Hahaha. Sorry Abigail. :D

Went to Heeren to take neoprint. THE NEOPRINT IS SUPER NICE K! I love it tons. :] After that we went to search for bags cause Canphylia wants to get a new bag. And of course, we had to make a stop at New Urban Male. The place that is infested with cute and hunky male staffs. Oh gosh, that's the greatest place ever. Hahaha.

Then the girls left and I went to meet Min Ru, THAT CRAZY GIRL! Somehow, she just makes me retarded. We were laughing like some mad women who got drunk early in the evening. Spoil my image only. Hahaha. We walked from Cineleisure to Orchard MRT, and back to Cineleisure, and to Plaza Singapura and then we walked back to Somerset MRT. My legs are breaking soon, seriously.

OH YAH! There's this World's Largest Chocolate [Kit-Kat] in Plaza Singapura. It's SO SO cool! It weighs 2,668,000kg. It is 3020cm in length, and its width is 1060cm, and the height is 725cm. Freak la. It's super damn gigantic. Min Ru, send me the pictures of them. :D

After that, me and Min Ru went to Manzana to look for Melinda. Walked through CityLink. That long stretch of shops. Seriously, we almost died. Hahaha. Actually, we wanted to catch a horror movie. But there was no timing suitable for us. So we just walked to back to the MRT while deciding where to go cause it was only 10pm.

And Melinda was so random. She suggested going to Changi Airport and that's where we landed in the end. Slacked there until 2am before heading home. Min Ru left earlier though. And me and darling Melinda took alot of retarded photos. And I shall post some of them up. Enjoy! :]

Haven't blogged so long in the colourful way in such a long time. And I realise I haven't been posting pictures either. Hahaha. I have SOOO many pictures to post. Ahh maybe next time. Anyway, I am so shocked! Surprised I mean. MR HON MADE A COMMENT ABOUT THE VIDEO I POSTED IN YOUTUBE! Haha. He's so adorable! Can't ask for a better CT. MR HON ROCKS! :]

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Ru You are the retard, duh. Which is why I'm kinda retarded when I'm with you. Hahaha. And sorry I overslept that day. Love you honey.
Jazreel YAY France! I love Zidane. He is HOT.
Josh Hello dearest one! Please cheer up. HUGS.
Randomly Stupid Haha. No. It's about HOT GUYS. :D
Tyson Are you bored? Haha hello.
De Xin Yes sure! Give me a ring when you're back!!
Linda I want Italy to win! Hahaha. Okay, I don't mind France winning cause there's Zidane. Aahh anyway, YES I WANNA GET MARRIED!
Jenna Since when did I say I miss you? HAHA! :D
Peishi It's a super adorable robot. Hahaha I love talking to it.
Abby I love you too darling! Pictures and neoprints!
Koonlong I'm so shocked you tagged my blog. Hahaha! And.. WHO ASK YOU BET PORTUGAL!? Hahah. :D

Sometimes, I wonder if you really do love me at all. And if you really mean everything that you said to me.

(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)