Stupid blogger doesn't want to upload my pictures. Hahaha so I shall post them up some other time :D I'm freaking bored now - It's 8.50am and I'm having Math and Econ exams later! I thought it was already 11.40am and I jumped out of bed. But it was actually 7.57am or something. Yeah, retarded I know. And now I can't get back to sleep and I guess I'm going to study in a while.
Talked to Guoguang online for a while yesterday. Promos will only end next Friday eh? GOOD LUCK S403! Study hard and please hang in there. Don't give up! Quit thinking that you will get retained. I have faith in all of you. Your hard work will pay off. I love you all!
Anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNA! :D I'm so sorry that I didn't wish you earlier. Don't be mad at me okay!! Haha I love you tons. Thank you for bringing so much laughter into my life with your never-ending nonsense. Hope you had a great time on your birthday :D
Andeline is coming over today and we're going to Disneyland tomorrow! OH YAY OH YAY OH YAY! I shall blog again and reply tags later on tonight. Got to go now! Anyway peishi dearie, you attractive girl! Don't go and have an affair okay! You're MINE hahahaha. I love you babe!
On a random note, I went shopping last Sunday!! :D And I bought a Bebe top, a Burberry polo tee, a Coach handbag and a Gap hoodie. Hehehe shop shop shop. What to do? I'm a girl.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
I'm in schooooool. Having break, damn bored. Going for econs class now. Hahaha will blog again later. Tag replies later. MUACKS :D:D
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Was late for class today. Hahahaha class starts at 11.15am and i woke up at 11am. Luckily school is near :D Anyway today really sucked. We're supposed to read "Iphigenia in Aulius" for english homework last week, and obviously it was so dry and boring that i gave up at page 10. And guess what? She gave us 2 quizzes on the book today! I'm so freaking screwed. I'm gonna get a big fat zero for both.
Music exam this wednesday. I'm not prepared. AAHHHH maths and econs test this thursday. I hate this week. Like seriously. Oh anyway, to all those having promo exams, GOOD LUCK :) Dearest S403, you guys can make it. Work hard and get promoted together okay? Don't give up! I love you all. Love you all so much! :D
Ate Indonesian food for dinner today. HEAVENLY. I miss Indo food so much. It's so freaking nice. Love it love it love it. I want to eat Indo food again please please pleaseeee.
I miss mugging for O levels. Fun times.
Replies> Josh Hahaha study until go crazy already! Kelvin Crazy ah! Hahaha i will post more pics, no prob. Ru So long never talk to you already >:( Jenna Your car? Dreaming huh? Hahaha. Jwen Aaw someone misses me :D Your promos faster end la! Then we can chat all we want already. Hahaha. Greenteadrinkingbuddy. Peishi I miss you too dearest hubby! Muacks! Nicole Yay yay linked already! Hahaha miss you! Samng You didnt tell me!! Hahaha having fun? I miss you too! Take care okay! Must buy something for me yup! Hahaha. Bear GLGLGL :D
I'm afraid.. I'm so afraid. So afraid of losing you..
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Quit playing with me. Tell me what you want. Don't do things behind my back. I know what you're doing. Please stop it. Please. Either tell me, or don't do it. Either stay, or leave me. Stop hurting me. Stop.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Watched Jackass 2 yesterday. Gosh, it's an utterly stupid movie. I didn't know such crazy asses existed in this world. They're really nuts. Guys, imagine pouring water on your balls and sitting on a horse ice sculpture and getting pushed off. How bad will it hurt? Hahaha. When my finger get stuck on ice cube, it already hurts. What more their balls. Crazy asses. Would you even consider putting a leech on your eyeball? Or drinking horse semen? -faint-
I gained weight after my sister came over here. OMG I seriously need to go on a diet again. Hahaha anyway I'm not coughing anymore! And due to my cough, I didn't touch ice cream for more than a week. So guess what? Yesterday I ate THREE scoops of ice cream! It was heaven. But I was so damn full after that that I feel like puking. Hahaha. I love ice cream.
Anyway I want to learn driving really soon. It's so inconvenient here if you don't own a car. I probably will start learning after I turn 17 this november. WOOH! I can't wait. I want to drive! I want to buy Lexus SC430 :D:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING COUSIN ANDELINE! You're eighteen now. Love you tons biatch. You're my fave cousin for always. Hahaha study hard! SMOOOOOCH.
Replies> Mel Haha yeah it was great hearing your voice. Love you best friend! Yqing You crazy already huh! Hahaha you're so high. And i'm not horny okay! You porny. Hehe i'm so innocent please. Ru You should be honoured. Haha i love you honey. Muacks! Josh Miss you too Josh. Haha how's preparation for promos? Trina Sorry la. Haha. Why these 2 weeks must pass faster? N's? Victoria What the hell. Haha who are you! Jenna What lah. Hahaha so long never talk to you already! Jwen Your secret la. Haha. Why? I cannot buy new bra huh haha.
If your heart's not in it for real Please don't fake what you don't feel
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Friday, September 22, 2006
I BOUGHT TWO VICTORIA'S SECRET BRA :D Super nice. Super comfy. Super expensive. Hahaha I love it. Bought Godiva chocolate too :D And bought a Coach keychain which is also a mini photoframe. And a FCUK tee! Hahaha.
Plans to Disneyland postponed to next weekend.
Replies> Ru Aaww. I'm in love with you too :D Hahaha. The story line la. You know what I mean. Muacks! Miss you honey. Jwen Hahaha whatever! Study hard okay, you lazy bum. Anyway, you ah. I know your secret!! Hahaha. Not bad ah not bad. Ashreen The Singapore Idol times. Hahaha I miss those times though. And no, me and my sister don't look like twins! :D Jenna What lah! I know you want me to cook for you right. Don't deny! Next time lah okay. Treat me better ok? Samng Serious?! You're in Aussie?! How come!!? Visiting your cousin ah? Hahaha you didn't tell me you going Aussie!! Trina Aaww. Haha anyway is everything okay? Talk to me soon can!! So long never talk to you already. Stupid girl. Kelvin Ya, you study hard too k. Must get promoted together as a class yup. Give my regards to S403 k :D Eva No we're not twins. Hahaha. I want to watch "One Litre Of Tears"! Anyway what time is church this Sunday? :)
Mrs Field's Double Fudge Brownies = LOVE :D
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
THREE TESTS NEXT WEEK! Math, Music and Econ.
Oh God help me. I need to study, like seriously. I wanna get A for all three of them. Gonna study study study. But going to Disneyland this weekend :( Sigh. Need to plan my time properly.
I'm eating gummy bears. Super nice please :D:D
The show "My Name Is Kim Sam Soon", somehow reminds me of myself. Hahaha never mind. I wanna go culinary school!
Replies> Josh Yes dearest? :D Miss me huh hahah. Ru Blogging blogging! Hehe GIRL IN LOVE! Samng Haha stupid sam! Miss you.. Jayl He's quite cute la but he so mean!! Dexin Cos he's a dec baby hehehe :D HIM HIM HIM! Kelvin Haha you take care and study hard k! Caroline Sorry, cannot drive. Hahaha. Trina Yes I will. Miss me right, Mrs Liu. Hahah. Yqing Yeah I heard. I want to watch!!
Season Of Loveeeeeee :D
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Monday, September 18, 2006
I'm SOOOOOOO sorry that I haven't been updating for the past few days. Been really busy hehe. School and stuffs :D Got tests coming up, sigh. Anyway anyway, we're most probably going to Disneyland this weekend!! OH YAY I miss Disneyland :D
Been watching "My Name Is Kim Sam Soon" again. Hehe love that show. I want to watch "A Litre Of Tears" though. Heard it's really good and touching and tear-jerking.
Anyway, picture from the formal dinner :D
Been coughing like crazy. I think I'm dying soon :(
My sister just told me something. Her friend saw Rain at Rodeo Drive and his sister asked if she can take a picture with him. And that asshole said no. Like what the hell?! Arrogant ass.
Replies> JennaHahaha awww. Anyway go watch leh. I think damn cute. And I'm drinking alot alot of water already dearie. RuOf course you're one of my darling bridesmaid! What a stupid question honey :D And I'm blogging, i'm blogging!! Nicole Hey dearie! Thanks, you take care too okay :D Been studying hard? Prelims started already? Good luck love! Kelgirl Hahaha you trying to kill me huh! Trina No time to see doc. Plus it's supeeeer ex. Hahaha i'm blogging now! Peishi Yeah lo. Why you not here to take care of me? You're my hubby leh hahahha. Fly over now and take care of me! Josh Thanks Josh :D Loveeee. Samng You take care too okay. Hope you're feeling better now -HUGS- Dexin Crazy girl! In love right. Hahaha. And i drink ALOOOT of water already! Like seriously alot. Hahaha. I blogged!! Gerard Hey ice cream xiao di di! Miss eating ice cream with me? Hahah. Iris -smiles- Studying hard darling? Caroline Hahah alrighty. You coming over during dec hols? Mel Yes mel yes. Haha love you dearie! Talk to you soon :] I'll reply your email ASAP okay. Hahaha i miss you best friend! Canphylia I will reply your email ASAP, future bridesmaid of mine haha. Yihui No! Hahaha i eat alot of junk food too :D Take care girl. Love you. Ivan Must you be so fierce to show how much you care? Hahaha. Ziqi I miss you too darling. Anyway update me alright. -HUGS- Abby Yup, I will reply emails soon. Hehe really busy nowadays. Miss talking to you dearie. Everything's fine? Glglgl My ulcers are GONE! But I still coughing :( Miss you too.
17th September 2006. This is the Season Of Love.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Went out for dinner. 18 people, 12midnight, USD$780.
Entree was great, dessert was wonderful, ambience was perfect.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Guess what? MY MUM READS MY BLOG. Hahahaha tag replies tomorrow. Damn tired now. My sister is here already! :]
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
OMG FOUR ULCERS >:( IT FREAKING HURTS. SMTH'S WRONG WITH ME! HEAAAAAATY.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Sore throat's getting worse and my voice is so different now. It hurts so bad and I haven't eaten anything since morning except water and Halls and Ricola. They don't have Strepsils here. So retarded >:( Had a really bad headache today. I just hope I don't get fever. The weather's getting really cold. I wore jacket but I still felt cold >:( Checked Yahoo! Weather, the temp here is about 14-21 degrees celcius. Damn cold please.
Okay I'm eating my dinner now - Salad and bread. Haha. I want to cook porridge la, but I don't know how to :D I need to read my boring music book. Sigh I hate music lessons. If only it's about Jay Chou, I don't mind listening to the CDs a million times a day and read the history a thousand times a day. At least I know how to appreciate this kind of music.
I finally talked to Mel darling online - After I don't know how long! Miss that girl alot. She's retarded as usual and she wants me to get married SOON. Hahaha yes I'm getting married soon and you're going to be one of my darling bridesmaid :D
I need to sleep early tonight. Oh, and my sister's coming over tomorrow! Oh yay :] I'm finally going to have some company after 2 weeks plus of being home alone.
Replies> Dexin Hahaha keeping you in suspense! J.Wen What la. Dumbdumb. I put 5 days of posts on the main page already. Honoured anot? Happy anot? Hahaha retarded! Ziqi Update me too! Haha and yes, potato salad :D Eva HyunBin is damn hot! Hehe and ya gw besok baru tel lu org. Tapi gw skrg sakit >:( Jadi mungkin gw ikut tapi nga makan hehe. Jenna You ah! Next time dont copy la. Do yourself! You watch Barnyard already meh? Hahaha retarded :D The cow damn cuteee. Peishi Thanks hubby. I love you too! Study hard :D Ashreen Really? I heard it's good too haha. Miss you too girl!
Don't marry someone you can live with.. Marry someone you can't live without.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
I want to watch Step Up. I want to watch Barnyard.
Been so long since I last watched a movie. The last time was in Singapore, like more than a month ago. I haven't even watched Devil Wears Prada. What crap is this! I need to watch a movie soon. I'm deprived hahaha.
My throat hurts and I don't feel like talking at all >:(
It's 3.30am and I should sleep soon, but I'm not really sleepy cause I slept from 7pm to 11pm just now hahaha. And I need to get up early tomorrow. Going to buy textbook with Santy and then go for lunch together before going for my class.
Potato salad reminds me of Ziqi <3 hahahaha. random note :D
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Monday, September 11, 2006
Sore throat. A bad one. Hurts each time I swallow and it's killing me. I hate this. And I had a really terrible headache earlier on. And today is an extremely bad day that I'd rather not go through. Plus music lessons was so boring and english lessons is so difficult and it's 3 hours long. Music lessons is forever boring. Gah.
This Japanese guy from my English class thought I'm from Japan. Haha I think no one in this whole wide world will suspect that I'm an Indonesian when they first see me. Nobody ever guessed that I'm an Indonesian until they see my surname. Most think that I'm Singaporean. Some asked if I'm Taiwanese. Japanese. Never Indonesian. Craaaaaps.
It's getting colder and colder each day. I've got to start wearing shoes and carrying my sweater around. I want to buy the USD$250 boots! Winter is coming in 3 months' time! Anyone willing to buy it for me? Haha. Speaking of winter, I'm thinking of taking online classes for winter so I can go back to Singapore for 2 months plus. I miss Singaporeee.
I want to sleep early today. My headache's coming back and I hate having sore throat. Problem is I've got so much math questions to do and it's gonna take me at least 2 hours. Righto, I shall go offline now. Bye people. I love you all :] Thanks for tagging, it cheered me up.
Replies> Ru Yes you are and stop denying it honey. Hahaha and uh, not da shan la. They're just being friendly people! Haha. Glglgl Crazy huai dan! Haha :D Dexin Ask Ru yourself! And please don't explode. Relax girl. Haha. Jayl Yeap sure dearie. See you soon! :] Abby I received your reply already. Will reply you tomorrow k? Jenna Sorry, no money. And good luck for your test hahaha. Trina Hehe sorry! Soon soon. SO MANY PICS LA! Dumbdumb. Caroline Hahaha what lah. Miss you too sister. Kelgirl You better light a candle and spread the word! :D Peishi Crazy girl! You're the pretty one please. Pretty babe. Ivan What lah. I never say I want him right. I'm just being the nice and friendly cute lil me. Hahaha idiot. You're just jealous!! Mel Where's my email?! Stupid girl, it's been so long since we last talked and I miss you like crazy darling best friend. -HUGS-
Love hurts.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Sunday, September 10, 2006
wang min ru ... ED, the BEANNIE, wants me to write HAPPY SUNDAY. says: FREAK! wang min ru ... ED, the BEANNIE, wants me to write HAPPY SUNDAY. says: msn asked me if i wanna delete or store older messages with u AGAIN!! are we talking THAT MUCH?!
Hahaha. Yes we are honey :] Cause you're forever missing me.
Everyone please go to this website - www.lightamillioncandles.com - to help to stop child pornography. All you have to do is just light a candle, and you're helping. No money, no nothing. They need a million candles to be lighted, so please help to spread the word around. Help those kids out there who are in need.
Lunch with Jayl was great :D We kept talking and talking, and guess what? Her handbag and wallet is Guess too! Hahaha we both love Guess :] And we love Jay. And we love Disneyland. And we miss Singapore hahaha. Then we went shopping and we bought the same sweater, just that hers is grey and mine is black. We saw these pair of boots which is super damn gorgeous but it's USD$250!! Hehe it's been 2 weeks since I last shopped.
Anyway something weird happened to me today. Hahaha I was walking home from the bus stop. And as I was walking pass the Sony BMG building, some man shouted "Hey!". So I just continued walking cause I thought he was calling someone else. Then he shouted again, so I turned and he waved at me. Then I was like "Uh..", and I just waved back at him. Hahaha damn retarded. Then he walked towards me.
him so where are you going? me home. -points to the direction of my apt. him oh you stay at the plaza? me yup. the plaza. him oh okay. my name is [i forgot]. whats your name? me jesslyn. -shook hands with him. him you're very pretty. me uh haha nah. him yes you are. really pretty. me uh thank you. him i hope to see you around more often :] me yeah okay sure.
Damn weird la OMG. Anyway he's a security guard at the Sony BMG building. Hahaha and when I was sitting down and listening to my iPod outside Santa Monica Place while waiting for Jayl just now, there was this man who approached me.
him hey where are you from? taiwan? me -takes out the earpiece. no, indonesia. him oh, jakarta? me yup jakarta. him wow i've been there. it's nice.
And he started talking but I can't remember what, and luckily Jayl appeared! Hahaha and he asked me to bring Jayl to Indonesia someday. Uh haha okay sir.
I'm showing 5 post on the main page now, cause Jwen requested it. Aren't you touched, you idiot? :] On a random note, I've been blogging in this blog for 10 months and that is a great achievement because I always abandon my blog after 6 months at max. Hahaha perhaps I'll keep this one for long after all :D
Blogging so often cause I'm bored. And I got to go do my maths already. And study for my music test. I'm damn tired. I'm sleeping early tonight.
I love you, darling.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
I made a few more friends yesterday! Alot of us studied in Singapore before. Haha all the Indo-SG-USA people :] Haha. Anyway, I went for the welcome party for new Indo students in LA. We praised and worshipped God, and there was a preaching. And we ate and fellowshipped and everything. And guess what, I MET A FELLOW JAY LOVER! :D
stef you and your 'diao'. dont even know the meaning of that. jayl really 'diao' what. your cap damn 'diao'. me -looks at jay. you like jay chou is it? jayl -surprised look. OMG OMG yes!!! me ME TOO!! i love jay can :D:D
Hahaha. Damn funny please. Then we were talking about his new album and stuffs. It's only available in the East and we both dont know how to drive and we were like nevermind hahaha. Meeting her for lunch later, and I'm going to church later, and I need to study tonight because I've got a test tomorrow and I'm not done with my Math homework! Geez. Math is killing me. It's taking up so much of my time! As usual.
Thank you Eva for inviting me and thank you Dyah for picking me up and thank you Roy for sending me home :]
Pimple breakout >:(
Replies> Ru The whole world knows you are. You are just in self-denial my dearest girl. Hahaha stupid retarded girl in love :] Passingby Haha it's okay. And yes Hyun Bin is damn cute. And hot! Jenna You come here and find yourself la. Hahaha. Eunice Haha stupid girl. I miss you guys too :] Josh Chinese songs are nice! Appreciate it you english person hahaha. Dexin Min Ru is in love with.. HIM la!! Hahaha. Trina Yes darling. MUACKS! Haha. I havent transfer the pics anyway. Samng Hahaha crazy! Come over to the States la! :D Jwen Crazy boy. You study until go crazy already is it? Hahaha. Anyway the archives is just below can? You blind leh you. Zzzz what a retard jwen!
And even though I know how very far apart we are It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Saturday, September 09, 2006
So many people offered to buy Jay's new album "Still Fantasy" for me. Thank you people. For the thought that really touched me :] The sweetest thing is that my dad was in a CD store when he saw the staff stocking up on CDs yesterday. He went to take a look, and when he saw it was Jay's album, he immediately took one and bought it for me. Soooo sweet can. :] Thank you dad. He knows how much I love Jay.
Heard some of the songs already, not bad. Jay Chou what. His voice still melts my heart :] And he's still ever-so-hot!! OMG he's really super duper hot. WOOHOOO! Everyone please please please go get my husband's album - it's worth your money! You won't regret it. Hahaha.
The song "Xin Yu" is super duper nice. I love it. "Tui Hou" is also damn nice. I just love him can. Aaah he never disappoints :]
"Ye De Di Qi Zhang" - The MV is super nice, so movie-like.
"Qian Li Zi Wai" - Super nice song. Love it.
7-minute Full Version of "Qian Li Zi Wai".
"Ben Cao Gan Mu" - He CAN dance! HOTTIE.
JAY JAY JAY <3
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KUM HUNG :) Study hard for your promos okay? Good luck and all the best in everything! Take care.
Replies> Peishi Yes! Fly over & we can celebrate our bday together! Trina I will never forget you guys can. Love you all loads! Jenna Haha I'm from Indonesia can. What guy you want? HAHA! Ru Hahaha you crazy already. Retarded girl in love. Chuilaam HAVENT!! Haha I heard some already though.
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
I want Jay's new album. I want Jay's new album. I want Jay's new album! "Still Fantasy" - I bet it's gonna be as great as all his previous six albums. Love Jay forever and ever and ever! I love him more than I love anyone else in this whole wide world. Oh my sexy Jay, I love you so much :]
JAY'S MY LOVE <3
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Friday, September 08, 2006
RANDOM PICTURES :]
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
LOVE :]
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
I made two new friends today! One is Andrew and I forgot the other guy's name. Hahaha cause my english sucks. They're blacks, and they have their accent. So, I'm quite retarded la. Hahaha anyway, story goes like this.
me walking out of MC building the guy -smiles. me -smiles. the guy what ya listening to? me -pass him one side of my earpiece. the guy oh so you like this kind of songs huh. me yeap -smiles. the guy so what class are you taking? -looks at my book. maths? pre-calculus? me uh yeah, we're from the same class actually. the guy -surprised. really?! me yeap, really. -smiles. the guy wow i didnt know that. me yeah cause i always sit up front. the guy oh no wonder. -smiles.
Then we started talking and talking and he told me he had a penpal from Indonesia last time. Hahaha that's so cool :) And we were saying how bad the ratings Hong got in ratemyprofessor.com and how his test questions are going to be so tough and how we are going to pass his class. Haha. Then after 5 minutes or so, I said goodbye. As I was about to walk away, his friend came over.
andrew hey there. i'm andrew. -smiles. me hello. i'm jesslyn. andrew you're a new student? me yeap. andrew so where are you from? me indonesia. jakarta. andrew wow your english is good. me -smiles. nah. andrew so do you study alone or in groups? me uh, alone. i don't have many friends yet. andrew really? how can you not have friends? we have study groups in school sometimes. do you want to join us? me -smiles. yeah sure.. andrew why don't i give you my name and number? me okay -pass him my phone. andrew give me a call anytime.
Then I left. And I walked home. And I'm home. And I'm bored.
Replies> Dexin Hehe you and your guy :) Jenna Where got attitude? Haha HUGS. Trina Yes okay. I miss you! Haha. Ru Nonsense nonsense nonsense.. Josh Haha crazy. Studying hard?
Let's love like we've never hurt before <3
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Thursday, September 07, 2006
I think I found a friend who I can laugh with. And I think that we'll become really good friends. She's the first friend I made in SMC. Since orientation, which is one month ago, we've been keeping in contact. And now, we're taking the same Econ class and we meet up during our breaks if they happen to be at the same time :) And she's really nice.
Was in the library today.. Doing math and reading Econ and listening to my iPod at the same time. Then it played the song "Till The End". And I stopped doing my work and started feeling emo. Haha and in the end I wrote a page full of what I'm feeling down in my notebook. My notebook is full of secrets ;)
My blog is really boring and I don't know what to blog about. Oh, Cleo FINALLY sent me the powerpoint presentation S403 made when I left MJ. Thank you girl. I love it alot :) Thank you, S403. It's nice, it's great, it's wonderful. I'm really touched.
My sister's in USA already! But she's in SF at the moment. Will be coming over to LA next week. I can't wait for next week! Well, seeing my sister is one reason.. But there's another reason which shall not be disclosed :D Hahaha. Time pass quickly pleaseeeeee.
Going to school for 1 hour 30 mins tomorrow for Math lessons. Sucks. I hate Fridays. Hahaha waste my time only! AAAH Could have gone to SF for the weekend! Then can spend time with my sister and cousin. But, never mind :)
Tagboard's dying :(
Replies> Dexin Crazy girl. Remember, have faith! Love you. Ru Haha you crazy already huh? IN LOVE ALREADY LA! Trina Yup :) So our friendship will be stronger. Cos you miss me! Jenna Haha what la. Miss you la miss you la. LOVE! :D Glglgl Hoi! Hahaha idiot. Yes I did, of course. Canphylia Oh yeah. The wonderful hunky guys. Hahaha.
I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance, Never settle for the path of least resistance. Living might mean taking chances but they're worth taking, Loving might be a mistake but it's worth making. Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter, When you come close to sellin' out reconsider, Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance, And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance. I hope you dance.
DANCE! :]
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Reading through my Econ notes. Suddenly thought of Mr Hon and my dearest S403. I miss those Econ lessons together. And the Econ lectures. I miss those times. The times when we're always passing notes down the row, or passing food around the class. I miss those times Mr Hon pick on me. Yes, I actually miss that.
I miss doing homework with the girls after school at the self-study area. We're always spending our money on the vending machine. Either on Pocky or Cheezels or whatever. I miss those times we spent at the library. I miss all the photo-taking moments - In class, in the library, during soccer matches, class outings. I miss all the times we shared together in the canteen, both during recess and for lunch.
I miss watching soccer matches together with the class. To support MJ, and to support S403's pride - Wei Wen and Guo Guang. I miss going for dinner together after every match. I miss the happiness when we won, and the heartbreak when we lost. I miss MJ.
I miss the morning breakfasts on Wednesdays. I miss going out for movies with the class. I miss all the gossipings. I miss all the jokes. I miss all the laughters. I miss the class. I miss each and every one of them. I really miss them so much.
Thank you S403, for being the besterestest class ever. You guys are truly wonderful and I love you guys so much. I hope that I'm still part of the class, somehow. Even though not physically, but mentally and morally. I'm always supporting you guys in everything.
Study hard alright? Get promoted as a whole class together. Show the rest that S403 is capable. That we're not that notorious. Okay, maybe we are. But we're a smart yet fun class, yes? Good luck you guys. I love you all to bits. Nothing can ever replace S403. You guys are so special, and I know there's no better class out there.
06S403, Forever and ever.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Sometimes, I think about the time I wasted for not applying for Winter/Spring semester. I wasted 8 months when I could have done something more productive. If I came in Winter/Spring semester, I'll be going to University next year. Why did I waste 8 months of my life away?
But I'm thankful that I did. I'm glad that I did. Because if I had attended SMC in Jan/April, I would not have gone to MJC, and I would not have been part of S403. I would not have known all the wonderful people that made such a great difference in my life. I would not have the great memories that they have given me. I would not have found my darling SSSSSS.
And the greatest thing of all, is that I found the love of my life. If I had stayed in the States in January and did not return to Singapore, we would not have gone closer. We would have just been friends like how we used to be, or maybe even acquaintances. We would have lost it all.
But we didn't.
I guess everything happens for a reason :)
Haha. After school ended, I saw this guy wearing a tee with these words imprinted - "I is a kollege student". I think it's damn funny. Haha :D Cute shirt.
Replies> Jenna Haha. I where got bully you. I so kind :D Ru Nothing :] I love you honey MUACKS. Anonymous Thank you. Who's this? Trina Haha I miss him alot. Sighs.
You're the reason I believe in love And you're the answer to my prayers from up above All we need is just the two of us My dreams came true because of you
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
A scene from the drama "My Name is Kim Sam Soon". The leading actor, who is so very hot, is playing the piano! "Over The Rainbow" - Damn nice :] I miss playing the piano. I want to learn again. I love the sound of the piano. Soothes me :]
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Baby, I'm sorry for yesterday. I wish I could take all the pain away. And thank you for being so tolerant, once again. Thank you for being so patient with me. For not getting mad at me when I was being so unreasonable and being so moronic. It was one of the worst mood swings ever, I know. And I'm sorry for what I did.
I miss you like crazy. I miss you so so much. I miss you so much that it hurts like crazy inside. I felt so lost. So many thoughts ran through my mind yesterday. Thoughts about how will I survive without you. Thoughts about what I would do if you weren't by my side anymore. Thoughts about how much I need you. Thoughts about how much I long to hold you in my arms. Thoughts about how long it has been since I last looked into your eyes. Thoughts about how much I really miss you.
Baby, no words can describe how much I love you. And I know that this feeling will never fade. I will never let you go. Never ever. I can't afford to do that. Baby, you're my everything.
I love you. I really do. With all my heart. Forever and ever. You made me believe in forever, you made me believe in love, you made me believe that the perfect guy still exists. I can't ask for more. You're all that I need. You're my strength, you're my air, you're my love.
You're the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, and I can see the future ahead of us. I will love you even when you're old and wrinkly, I'll love you even when you no longer have any teeth left. I'll love you even when your hairline is receding. I'll love you even when you're walking at the speed of 1km/hour. I'll love you even when you have troubles hearing or seeing. I'll be your eyes and I'll be your ears. I'll be your walking stick. I'll be there for you, no matter what, through thick and thin.
Went to school late, with swollen eyes and specs.
Replies> Trina Haha you call yourself a lucky ass. DUMBDUMB! Rynnie/Dexin Hahaha what lah. I don't act like a kid! Ru Nothing happen to Patpat. Hahaha miss you too. Jenna Craps lah you -.- Go and die can? Haha. Eunice CRAZY GIRL! Must be missing me too much :D
All my life I prayed for someone like you, baby And I thank God that I That I finally found you
All my life I prayed for someone like you And I hope that, you feel the same way too Yes I pray that, you do love me too
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
My personal message in MSN is "find a guy who will stay awake just to watch you sleep." And Mr GL said this..
wtf tml 3 paper 76± ahh lianggg 24 Caprices says: i can be the guy who stay awake just to see you sleep wtf tml 3 paper 76± ahh lianggg 24 Caprices says: but during the day time youll probably be the one who watch me sleep
THANKS HAR.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says,"...that's her."
Saw that in someone's blog, and I love it alot. I found the guy. And I love him.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Dearest Ivan,
I miss the old cheerful you who's always teasing me. You're strong and you know you can get through this. I know it has been hard for you, and I know that even time can't heal everything. And just cry if you need to. It will make you feel better. I can cry with you. Just rant everything out if you need to. Don't bottle it all up inside, it feels terrible. Just remember that I'm always here for you if you ever need a listening ear. I'm never gonna leave your side, cause I'm going to be your little monster forever. I'm never gonna stop irritating you, no matter what. I know everything will be fine for you. Please take good care of yourself. Love you brother :)
Jesslyn.
Replies> Ashreen I'm freaked by it too! Haha I'm great. And you? :] Jenna You small size? Oh puh-lease. Hahaha :D Tzu Hahaha it's damn scary can. I want to listen leh HAHA. Trina Where got? LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU haha! Dexin Haha you talk like a small kid :D Pink sheeeeeep. Hy Was there was there was there. Hahaha how are you! Yqing You dont see that kind of sky in SG right! Haha :D Samng How come you got all his tracks alrd!? NICE ANOT!
Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze It means no worries for the rest of your days It's our problem-free philosophy Hakuna Matata!
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Sunday, September 03, 2006
The sky was really pretty yesterday :)
I was using my lappy and I just looked out of the balcony. And it really captured my attention. I think it was a really beautiful scene. And pretty unique too. It's just beyond words. Nature never cease to amaze me. :)
Tomorrow's Labour Day. No school. But I still have loads of homework to complete. Pages and pages of Math questions to complete. Pages and pages of Econ notes to read. And CDs and CDs of Classical Music to listen to. Hahaha I've wasted my whole day yesterday, on Youtube.
I watched Kim Sam Soon on Youtube yesterday! Only finished episode 3. Gonna watch again later. Oh, Shu-Tzu told me about this song "Gloomy Sunday". Heard of it before? Anyway, it's really freaky. This song was composed in the year 1933, in Hungary. Many people committed suicide after listening to this song, which eventually got banned. It's well-known as The "Suicide Song".
"1) "Gloomy Sunday" was connected to many suicides in Hungary. 2) The song "Gloomy Sunday" was banned in Hungary because of its connection to many suicides. 3) The song "Gloomy Sunday" was banned in America because of its connection to many suicides. 4) The composer wrote the song for a former girlfriend, who committed suicide shortly after the song's release. 5) The composer himself committed suicide.
These "links" included people who reportedly killed themselves after listening to the song (either from a recording or performed by a band), or who were said to have been found dead with references to "Gloomy Sunday" (and/or its lyrics) in their suicide notes, with "Gloomy Sunday" sheet music in their hands, or with "Gloomy Sunday" playing on gramophones."
Don't you think it's damn freaky? Then Shu-Tzu went to download the song and she sent it to me. She listened to it, but I didn't cause it was midnight over here at that time. Then Shu-Tzu say the song is very freaky. Like got pontianak screaming. It's like "Immortal" by Evanasence, but 10 octaves higher. And guess what? When the song finished, Shu-Tzu's storeroom door opened by itself. As in, opened slowly. It's damn freaky kay. I got so freaked out.
Anyway anyway, JAY'S NEW SONG "QIAN LI ZHI WAI" IS DAMN NICE :D Everyone please go listen to it now. In Youtube or whatever. I can't wait for his new album. It's gonna be soooooooo greaaat!
I LOVE JAY I LOVE JAY I LOVE JAY :D
Replies> Estelle Yeah. Haha miss you too :) How's school? Trina Haha okay lah okay lah. Love you babe. Nurfa Hey! How are you?! It's been ages :D Jenna Yes okay, you big bully. Haha. J.wen I know you miss me. K la, miss you too la. Dexin Sent :D You childish sheeep! Hahaha.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Saturday, September 02, 2006
Watching Jay's videos on youtube.
I LOVE JAY CHOU I LOVE JAY CHOU I LOVE JAY CHOU.
He's so damn hot and every time I look at him, my heart explodes. His voice so damn sexy and every time I hear his voice, my heart melts. His songs are so damn nice that I can't help but listen to them everyday. Not forgetting how damn talented he is in music. He knows how to play piano, guitar, cello, drums etc. And his piano skills is so freaaaaking greeeaaaaat!
I LOVE JAY I LOVE JAY I LOVE JAY.
Thank you ChiawSang for introducing Jay's songs to me 4 years ago :D
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Funny picture, I like :)
Weekend, boring. Nothing to do. Just rotting at home, with my laptop on, books and papers and a novel on the table. Craaaaaps. I'm darn bored.
Finally saw Nicole dearie online yesterday. It's been moooooonths since I last talked to her and I miss her like crazy! Had a nice long chat with her and it was really great. She made me laugh like crazy. SHE FORGOT MY SURNAME CAN. Hahaha. Love you babe. I remember how you used to cheer me up, always. And how you gave me letters and lil treats like chocs or jelly beans to motivate me to study. How you hugged me when I needed a hug. How you always make me smile. It was really great, the times we shared together.
Love you tons, Nicole-Rachel Lim! :)
Replies> PeishiYeah hubby, I love you tons! :) Nicole Thanks dearie. It was great chatting with you! Glglgl You're the silly one can.. Huai dan :D Jenna Haha ass la you. I make pizza for you k. Trina "Don't be too dependent on anyone" - I agree. Thanks girl. Love you. For once, you're not being a retard. Haha take care.
It's telling me it must be you And I'm feeling it'll just be you All of my life
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Maths is a killer. Another 53 questions to do. And it's on functions. Which is more deep than what is in a maths, more elaborated. Sucks. I've never liked functions.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Friday, September 01, 2006
When I'm alone, and I've got nothing to do, thoughts will begin to fill my mind uncontrollably. Thoughts that stresses me up, thoughts that makes me upset. Thoughts like, will my friends still be by my side when I'm 25? How many do I lose contact with every single year? They say your secondary school friends and JC friends are the ones who are going to stay with you throughout your lifetime. But many have already left. No longer friends, but acquaintances.
Will I be alone when I'm 25? Will I have no friends to turn to when I need them? The thought scares me sometimes. When you're out in the work force, you're so occupied with your work, that you seldom have time to relax. You have your other friends, and when you're married, you have your husband and family to take care of. Is there any times left for friends? Will we just drift apart and stop talking one day?
The world is so big, and I guess when people grow up, they might spread their wings and fly. By being in different countries, different continents, it's even more difficult to maintain the friendship. In life, does friends always come and go like that? Will we forget our current friends and make new ones in the future? Do we not have any who will stick with us for the rest of our lives?
I've lost close friends. Many told me I have too many friends and I don't know how to juggle all properly. Many said that I don't take the initiative to talk to my friends. I think, I have many acquaintances, not friends. And I lost close friends over acquaintances. It's all not worth it. Cliques that break apart - I've gone through that. Cliques forms within cliques - I've been through that. We always think that friendship lasts forever. But now I know, that only TRUE friendships will last.
Sometimes, we drift away from our close friends. And things will never be the same again. I have problems conversing with friends who I could say anything to in the past.
I miss talking with my best friends in Secondary 1 and 2. The crazy times we shared together, the never-ending laughter. We always did retarded stuffs together, and we loved it. We talk, we laugh, we cry, we sing, we dance, we study, we do practically everything together. In school, we're never apart. After school, we'll walk out of school together. We'll go out together. We'll go home together. Those memories. They're wonderful. And sometimes, I just miss those times so much.
I miss my best friends in NPCC. The times we go through everything together. Before and after NPCC activities. The stayovers. We went through alot of obstacles through our friendship. I remember that. But you guys are the most sensible friends I ever had. Always talking to me, always giving me advices. Always forgiving me time after time. And scolding me when I do something wrong.
I need my ice-creams and chocolates now.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Yes, I want that bloody gorgeous watch! Who wanna get it for me? It's about $2K :D
Anyway, today is a FRIDAY! And there's no school on Monday! Long weekend. But I'll be alone throughout. Loner :( My sister is coming over to the states next week!! She's going to SF on the 6th. Hehe. HURRY OVER!
Went to school for 1 hr 30 mins only. Cause I only have Math lessons on Fridays. And math was a killer today. I'm a little lost already, and he gave MORE homework! OH AND HE PRAISED ME TODAY. Hahaha he say I do my work very fast and very good. OH YAY. Then every time he's doing an example question he'll ask me if I get the answer. Hahaha okay lah. He's not bad lah. As he was doing examples on the board, he told us that the question will appear on our test. Then everyone quickly copy down. Haha funny.
I just ate lunch. The pasta so hard can. My jaws hurt already. Hahaha I should be going for a jog again later. It's only 3.20pm now anyway. And I've got nothing to do. I'm freaking bored! Alone. No friends. No nothing. I've been doing the same things for the past few days - Go to school, walk back home, go for a jog (except yesterday), eat, talk to baby, do homework, blog, read my novels, play neopets. NOTHING ELSE.No life.
Haven't touched chocolates for a month, can you believe it? Haven't touchedice-cream for a week, can you believe it? Haven't touchedpotato chips for a month, can you believe it?
But somehow, I'm still as fat as before. I HAVE TUMMY CAN. And I can't stand it. And don't say I'm complaining and not doing anything about it. CAUSE I AM DOING SOMETHING ABOUT IT NOW.
OH OH, I sent baby Barney's Theme Song and the "I love you, you love me" Barney song. Hahaha and he was laughing his ass off. Freaking retarded. HAHA.
I'm really bored now. I think I'll blog ALOT today. Hehe. Updates later! :]
Replies> Trina Somehow, only the word retarded describes you :) Abby I sent it to you 3 days back! I gotta retype it?! :( Caroline What's your prob? Hahaha dumb. Have fun! Nicole Precisely! What time do you usually go online? Dexin Mid-year I think. Haha uh I dont have her contact :D
Try as they may They can never define What's been shared Between your heart and mine :)
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
& I SAY
I love my boyfriend ♥
My life, my soul, my world. (I chose this skin 'cos of you)
