Anyway, another boring day. Went for facial with my mum. $128 per person HAHA madness.
Replies> Ru Okay. Haha. I blogged for you. Abby Thanks darling. Study hard. :) Tina Haha pig la you. Muaks! Miss me!
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Monday, June 26, 2006
You always appear in my dreams.
=)=)=)
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Sunday, June 25, 2006
What you said hurt me. Alot. Thank you for hurting me once again.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
I found out something yesterday night.
Something I wish I didn't have to know. Something that hurt me bad. Something that I never thought would happen.
I was lost and confused when I found out about it. I didn't know what to do, didn't know what to feel. Then I heard myself say, "Lord, please help me. I don't know what to do." And I just started crying.
I guess everything that happened back then was a lie. I hate you.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
How do I get through one night without you If I had to live without you What kind of life would that be Oh I, I need you in my arms Need you to hold You're my world, my heart, my soul If you ever leave Baby you would take away everything good in my life And tell me now
How do I live without you I want to know How do I breathe without you If you ever go How do I ever, ever survive How do I, how do I Oh, how do I live
Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky There would be no love in my life There'd be no world left for me And I, oh Baby, I don't know what I would do I'd be lost if I lost you If you ever leave Baby you would take away everything real in my life And tell me now
How do I live without you I want to know How do I breathe without you If you ever go How do I ever, ever survive How do I, how do I Oh, how do I live
Please tell me baby How do I go on
If you ever leave Baby you would take away everything Need you with me Baby don't you know that you're everything good in my life And tell me now
How do I live without you I want to know How do I breathe without you If you ever go How do I ever, ever survive How do I, how do I Oh, how do I live
How do I live without you How do I live without you baby
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAVIN! :D Can't believe I've known you for four and a half years! Hahaha and you're still able to make me laugh like you always do. Anyway, it's been quite long since we talked and hanged out la. Study hard k! I know you're having exams tomorrow. Good luck! HUGS:)
Oh, and good luck to all who are sitting for their mid-year exams tomorrow.
Darling S403, please study hard. And every single one of you better get promoted together okay! Love you guys. Will visit you all soon. Hahaha. After your exams that is.
Past few days have been wonderful. Spent 2 days with Melinda and 1 day with Min Ru honey. Updating each other. Just talking and gossiping. Taking pictures and everything. I miss them so much. :) Went to church today. Friendship connection week. I really enjoy going to church. I just feel so peaceful and happy when I'm in church. When I'm praising and worshipping God. I love CHC. I love Pastor Kong. I love E404. Most importantly, I love God.
I'm a very happy girl YAY! :D
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Friday, June 23, 2006
Hello dead blog.
I just want to say, I miss you so.
Replies> Linda S Club 7. I'll send you the song. :)
"My first thoughts after waking are - and always have been - of you." an excerpt from "The Wedding" by Nicholas Sparks.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JUNWEN! :)
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Sometimes, when you look at someone, you know that he/she is the one for you. Sometimes, when you look at someone, you know that you're gonna spend the rest of your life with him/her. Sometimes, when you look at someone, you know that you can never love another as much as you love that person. Sometimes, when you look at someone, you know that you're the most blessed person on Earth.
boarding the plane in 9 hours' time yayness! :] can't wait to get back to SUNNY SINGAPORE!
Replies> Peishi OMG It's really SUPER nice. Thank you so much darling! I love you to bits! Randy Hey!! Thank you. :] Haha I'm coming back soon. Can I visit you guys? Hehehe good luck for exams k! Study hard! DicksonHEY!! I'm doing good. Hehe how are you?! So long never go out already!
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Monday, June 19, 2006
memories of 06S403
the class video!! :]
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
I made a video of S403 for S403. :) Love you guys to bits. Will post the video up here later on. Or you guys can view it in my friendster profile. Or you guys can go to http://youtube.com and search for 06S403. Enjoy. :)
Replies> Fred Haha pig you! Don't love you anymore. Ru Hey darling honey. Love you! :D Kaka Yeah I know. To me. Hahaha.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Sunday, June 18, 2006
In the years to come Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come Are you gonna think it over And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart, Is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts, Is the only way now for you and me Though it's the hardest thing to say I'll miss your love in every way So say goodbye But don't you cry 'Cos true love never dies
In a year from now Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never said
In a year from now Maybe we'll see each other Standing on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars If only I could stop the world I'd make this last
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart, Is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts, Is the only way now for you and me Though it's the hardest thing to say I'll miss your love in every way So say goodbye But don't you cry 'Cos true love never dies
And when you need my arms to run into I'll come for you Nothing will ever change the way I feel
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart, Is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts, Is the only way now for you and me Though it's the hardest thing to say I'll miss your love in every way So say goodbye But don't you cry 'Cos true love never dies
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
I feel lost. Confused. Haha freak it.
Replies> Casillas Yeah, so do I. We're getting married, you know. Kaka and me. Ziqi I miss you too darling. Haha. :D
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Saturday, June 17, 2006
I had the funniest dream last night.
Replies> Casillas Haha okay. I only want Kaka. =P Canphylia Yeah.. S403 is the best. :) Linda Hello cousin. Haha :D JokeDiary I got this skin from blogskins.com. Anyway, nice blog.
Even if you took my heart, and tore it apart, I will love you still forever.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Friday, June 16, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST KRISTINE! :D
You're the ever so sweet girl and I love you to bits! Have a great time on your birthday yeah darling. Miss you. God bless.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
I miss 06S403.
Nostalgic moments.
Replies> DeXin I'm good. :) You? Siyu Yeah, he's cute AND pro. He's MINE! :D YiHui Really?! Haha he's still mine anyway. Abby Aww.. Haha my love for Kaka. Hehe enjoy your hols! Casillas Yes WeiWen. Haha. Torres WeiWen again? Hahaha. Sheaux Okiedokie :D:D Haha love ya. ChuiLaam Yeah.. Unless I got exams or something? Haha.
What you said hurt me, but at least now I know that we won't be together. You know that if we got together, I'll still love you wholeheartedly despite the distance between us. They say true love never dies. I know it's going to be tough, but if we truly love each other, the distance won't break us apart. A true living example is my cousin and his girlfriend. He's in USA and she's in Singapore. But they're still going on strong. Makes them cherish their times together more than ever. Another example is my sister and her boyfriend. Perhaps, you just don't love me enough. Perhaps, you don't even love me at all.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Thursday, June 15, 2006
I'm not a toy for you to play with. I'm not just a someone that you can look for when you're bored. You're blowing hot and cold and I don't know what you're thinking. Please don't torture me this way. Kills me just to wait for your smses. When you don't reply to my smses, it kills me. The constant checking of my handphone. I'm going crazy.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
I was angry with God, for making you battle with Leukemia, and putting you through such pain. I was angry at God, for taking you away from this world at such a young age. I was angry, and hurt. I felt helpless. But, I know everything happens for a reason. And the reason to why good guys seems to leave the world first, I have yet to discover.
Four years have passed, and I miss you so much. Sometimes, I feel that you're watching over me, the promise you made back then. And that makes me smile, knowing you're there. I thank God for bringing you into my life, for giving me the chance to know someone as great as you.
I often wonder, what if you were still alive? What would things be like now? I miss those long conversations with you. I miss how you protected me the way a brother protects his younger sister.
You'll always be in my heart, and I'll never stop missing you.
"But love, I've come to understand, is more than three words mumbled before bedtime. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in the things we do for each other every day." - An excerpt from "The Wedding" by Nicholas Sparks.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DARLING XUEJUN!! :D:D
Hey bloody chicken, you're seventeen already! Hahaha in the 5 years that we've known each other, I've never celebrated your birthday with you before - Cause I'm always overseas. So so sorry! I promised you I'll be there to celebrate your 21st birthday right.. Hahaha and I will. :D Anyway, have a great time on your birthday yeah.. You'll probably be going out with your 2 lovers. I love you tons babe! Study hard for your exams too. :) Take care of yourself and God bless you. Stay spiritually strong darling. <3
Replies> RhymeKing Send me the nice song.. I also found another nice song. Send you when I'm online. Haha anyway, nobody bully me. And will you please study hard for mid years. :D Haha. Hun :):) Lo Huh? Peishi Yes I'll be back next week. Haha love you loads babe. And I cant wait for the day! :D Your emails cheered me up alot. Thanks darling.. SiyuNo la! You're always pretty okay darling. Haha and you're not fat, just muscular maybe. Camps camps. Hehe love you babe! Ash Haha you stupid pervert. I know you miss me. :D:D Hot babe. Josh Yup, thanks Joshie! :) Take care and study hard! :D Mel Hang on there okay? I'll be back next week. I got so much to tell you too darling. Love you tons tons. We'll have a long talk throughout the night. HUGS. Steph Shut up sister. :D:D Yihui Picture with Kaka?!?! Haha dreaming ah you! He is MINE! MINE!! Canphylia My hottie!! Haha I miss you so much! You better tell me everything when I get back, and I've got so much to tell you too. Study hard ah! :D:D Love you tons tons! Ru Cheer up hun.. Muacks. Miss you too. :) Free on 1st July? Evo Hey bro! No la.. I never forget you okay. :) How are you? Better? You must cheer up too okay.. I'm always here for you. Smile :)
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
I want to dance in the moonlight. With you.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Disappointed. I shouldn't have put my hopes up so high in the first place anyways. I'm gonna try to stay strong, and be happy. I need my ice-cream!
Anyway, I love Kaka. He's the man! He scored the goal!
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
When I was a child, the story would say Somebody will sweep you off your feet some day That's what I hoped would happen with you More than you could know
I wanted to tell you that my heart's in your hands I prayed for the day that I would get the chance Just when I worked up the courage to try Much to my surprise
You had somebody else, yeah 'Cause these feelings I keep to myself
I may never get to hold you so tight I may never get to kiss you goodnight I may never get to look deep in your eyes Or so it seems
I always will be wishin' you were mine I'll think about what could be all the time All the happiness that I could find Baby, a girl can dream
From the moment I wake up till I fall asleep I imagine you're not with her but with me Talkin' and laughin', sharin' our dreams But it's just a fantasy
'Cause you have somebody else 'Cause these feelings I keep to myself, eh yeah
I may never get to hold you Goodnight Baby, I'm wishing Tonight, tonight, tonight All the time A girl can dream, it's true
And to call you my own It's the sweetest dream I know
I may never get to hold you so tight I may never get to kiss you goodnight I may never get to look deep in your eyes Or so it seems
I always will be wishin' you were mine I'll think about what could be all the time All the happiness that I could find Baby, a girl can dream
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Sunday, June 11, 2006
If I was given a choice, I'd rather spend my time with you. I'd rather not come to USA and shop and go to Disneyland or whatever.
I don't want you to give me anymore false hopes.. Don't leave me hanging. It's torturing. I just want to cry and scream everything out.
Ziqi, I need you. I need someone to talk to.
:'(
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
I guess things are going well between the both of you.
Will reply to tags tomorrow or something.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Saturday, June 10, 2006
I miss MJC.
Sometimes, some things are better off to be left unknown. It hurts when I read what I read. Perhaps I should just walk away. Perhaps I should just let go.
-dont treat me like a fool-
Happy supposed 24th birthday to you. How I wish you're still alive. I miss you.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Friday, June 09, 2006
ZIQI DARLING IS BACK IN SINGAPORE! Hahaha she finally can go online again. Miss you loads babe! Hope you had fun in Korea - I know you did. Haha you better hang out with me when I get back to Singapore, even though I know you have to study for your mid years. :D Love you loads babe!
I'm sick :(
Replies> Ziqi Never mind la. You're so thin anyways. Haha I miss you tons! Iris I miss you too darling! Had fun at Sentosa? Haha.
Hatiku bimbang namun tetap pikirkanmu Selalu selalu dalam hatiku Ku melangkah sejauh apa pun itu Selalu engkau di dalam hatiku
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Thursday, June 08, 2006
I miss S403. I want to attend their outings. :( Sigh.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Do dreams ever come true? Will you and me ever be together?
Replies> Peishi Yes I read that! So sweet :D I miss you too babe. Cleo Hehe study hard dearie! Best of luck! Love you! :) XJ I know I know. 15 June right? Haha :D WeiWen I will take care. You better study hard! Exams!
I'm just too far from where you are, I want to come home..
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
YAY there's free wireless internet connection in this hotel HAHA! Anyway, I went to Disneyland yesterday! And I went to Universal Studio today! FUN FUN FUN :D:D YAY YAY YAY! Took tons of photos - Will post them up when I transfer them into my comp. Going Las Vegas tomorrow. :)
15 more days before going back to Singapore! YAYS. Even though I'm having LOADS of fun over here, but I miss Singapore.. I miss all my friends. I miss my beloved class. I miss the food in Singapore. So sick of all the burgers and stuffs. Hahaha and oh, I THINK I GREW FATTER! ARGHS! :(
Replies> Evo Haha you said it! I'll remember that. Abby Hey darling. I miss S403! WeiWen Thanks. You're ever so sweet. :) Ru Muacks! Miss you honey.. Sheaux Yes, puma-freak. :D Love your stuffs! Nicole DEAREST! How did you chance upon my blog! Hahaha I miss you so much girl! Those CCHSM times :D Anyway, I love you babe. Siyu Hey darling. Thank you for staying over that day. I really had a nice time, just talking and updating each other. Love you girl! And have fun at your camps! I miss you!! :D Wenwen No!! Haha I'll be back end of June. :D Henry Hey.. I miss you guys too..
Who will I run to? Who will I turn to?
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
I will blog soon, I promise. I will reply to tags soon, I promise. :D
I LOVE DISNEYLANDDDDDDD!!!
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Friday, June 02, 2006
HELLO :D I just got back from yet another shopping trip. Bought another 2 tops and a new pair of shoes. And I helped my brother picked out 3 polo tees, 1 collared top and 1 tee shirt. Hahaha I just love shopping too much. Anyway, I'll update the what-I've-bought list after I get back from Los Angeles and Las Vegas. Which also means that I won't be online and I won't be blogging for the next 8 days or so. Going to Disneyland and Universal Studios! Wheeeeeee!! :D I can't wait. Oh, and shopping, of course. Hehehe.
Replies> Peishi Yeah I know, I'm trying to control.. Hahaha but Singapore don't have Abercrombie so I've gotta get it here. :D Mel Darling!! I miss you. Heh using your old number? Josh I'm always that sweet. Hahaha. :D Canphylia I'll get you something hottie, don't worry. Oh and, I miss you!
Sometimes, I just want to escape. Away from you, away from everything. No, I'm no depressed girl. I just wonder what's on your mind, I just want to know what you're thinking. You know you can't always get everything, especially in the aspect of love. You can't get the goodness of both sides. There's only one, just one, whom you can love and whom you can be with. So, which one will you choose? I wonder. I really long for the day, when you are in my arms. For the day that you'll be mine. I don't want to put my hopes up too high, for I am afraid that D-day will never come. I don't want myself to fall too deep, for I am afraid of getting my heart broken.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
After reading what I read, I felt the urge to let you go.
Confused. Lost. Will we ever get together? Will history repeat itself?
Help me.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
You were the one who I could tell my deepest fears. And you were the one who always wiped away my tears..
When can I have you, all for myself? I wonder.
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
Thursday, June 01, 2006
12 tops 5 body lotion/shower gel 4 lipglosses 1 belt
Okay, from now onwards, I'm going to update on the things I bought during this holidays. Hahaha I've been spending too much la. Must learn how to control already. :) I've been waking up at 6am+ every morning. Early-riser huh! Hoho. :D:D
Anyway, I can die if I stay at home the whole day. There's SOOOO much ice-cream in her fridge. 6 huge tubs and 4 boxes of ice cream. Can you believe it? And there's this big table filled with junk food - like, chocolates and potato chips. My sister and her friends are crazy man. LOL.
I'm enjoying myself here, but I miss my friends back in Singapore. I miss my darling S403. I kinda miss Mr Hon too. HAHAHA. :D On a random note, I love Abercrombie&Fitch and Victoria's Secret.
Replies> Josh Yes dearest. I will get something for S403. :D Cleo Thanks darling. I love you too! Sam Haha yeah yeah. I'm so broke. Faints. Huitong Thank you! Haha take care too dearie. Ziqi Jealous right! Hahaha go Korea and shop too! Samng Yes I wanna shop!! GSS! Wait for me! Evo Awww. Miss you too! :D Take care!
Cause it's you and me..
(Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to)
& I SAY
I love my boyfriend ♥
My life, my soul, my world. (I chose this skin 'cos of you)
